Today I was in the restroom putting my ear buds in and getting ready for my walk. A woman came in with another woman and they stood there, while one was complaining about her ailments (high blood pressure, diabetes, high cholesterol among quite a few others) and talking about how they couldn't understand why they felt so crappy. Then they stood there, watching me get ready. As I was zipping up my jacket, the one doing all the complaining finally said, "You know, you're (expletive) crazy. You are just (expletive) crazy." I turned around and said, "Excuse me?"
Then she proceeded to tell me how (expletive) crazy I was for walking every day. According to her, I didn't need to walk, I wasn't overweight and she would kill to be in my shoes. And I certainly did not need to go outside on a day like today. And she really didn't know what the (expletive) I was trying to prove.
This. This coming from somebody who is at least 100 pounds overweight and who feels like crap (her words) and is complaining because she has high blood pressure, high cholesterol, and who has uncontrolled high glucose readings. And doesn't understand why. Seriously?
I told her that this is what I do. I walk. I enjoy walking and I walk to help my high blood pressure and I walk to try to help my weight. I walk because I like to walk. I said that my husband made sure that I was dressed for the weather and that, for the most part, it doesn't bother me to be outside. It's the only time I have to myself all day long, it's the only time the phone isn't ringing and it's the only time during the entire day that nobody is bugging me. It's just me. And I like it. Yeah, it's cold, but it's winter. I'll survive. And it's what I do.
She wouldn't let up. But why do I walk? And what makes me think I should go outside today? It's cold and it's windy. And I'm (expletive) crazy.
So I said that was probably true, but it's what I do. I walk.
And still.....Why do I walk every day? Why do I walk in the cold? Why do I think I have to walk?
And I couldn't take it anymore. "I walk because I don't want to be fat."
She turned around and walked out. And left me in peace.
Then she proceeded to tell me how (expletive) crazy I was for walking every day. According to her, I didn't need to walk, I wasn't overweight and she would kill to be in my shoes. And I certainly did not need to go outside on a day like today. And she really didn't know what the (expletive) I was trying to prove.
This. This coming from somebody who is at least 100 pounds overweight and who feels like crap (her words) and is complaining because she has high blood pressure, high cholesterol, and who has uncontrolled high glucose readings. And doesn't understand why. Seriously?
I told her that this is what I do. I walk. I enjoy walking and I walk to help my high blood pressure and I walk to try to help my weight. I walk because I like to walk. I said that my husband made sure that I was dressed for the weather and that, for the most part, it doesn't bother me to be outside. It's the only time I have to myself all day long, it's the only time the phone isn't ringing and it's the only time during the entire day that nobody is bugging me. It's just me. And I like it. Yeah, it's cold, but it's winter. I'll survive. And it's what I do.
She wouldn't let up. But why do I walk? And what makes me think I should go outside today? It's cold and it's windy. And I'm (expletive) crazy.
So I said that was probably true, but it's what I do. I walk.
And still.....Why do I walk every day? Why do I walk in the cold? Why do I think I have to walk?
And I couldn't take it anymore. "I walk because I don't want to be fat."
She turned around and walked out. And left me in peace.