Ridden by guilt

that about sums it up

my 16yo cat died 3 months ago Thursday and I am still searching for answers

I hope I can be helpful to others who can learn from my past experience, good and bad

she was as fast as a racehorse, smart as a whip and I miss her more than many people

I'm sorry to hear about your loss. It's never easy to lose a pet. I suggest posting on the crossing the bridge thread for extra support

Welcome to TCS; I wish we could have met under better circumstances.  I'm very sorry for your loss.  

thanx guys!