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I had the greatest cat in the world. He was a 15 month old stray I got at about 3 months. He was a perfectly handsome tabby cat. I taught him how to sit on command, lay down on command, roll over, shake with his paw, hop from counter to counter when I tapped, go up, come when I call, etc. He could open my drawers, and would even open my bathroom drawers, do a pull up, crawl into it, dig everything out, close the drawer while in it, hop into the back of the cabinet, push the doors open and walk out. He slept with me every night or anytime I was on the bed or couch. He would lay between my legs or lay on my chest and lick my face. He was a licker. He was soooo cute and everybody loved him even people who don't like cats. A girl I dated who was allergic would hold him and lay with him even though her eyes would get swollen and she'd start itching. He'd hop on the kitchen table and eat with me. He loved almost every kind of food. He was a talker. He'd respond any time I spoke to him and always had a lot to say. He purred super loud. He loved to wrestle and fight. He'd drag his toys all over the place. He had a feather on a string toy and he'd drag it up and down three flights of stairs with the long rod handle dragging behind him clopping all over the place. Sometimes he'd get into attack mode and his ears would go back, he'd start to make a noise, and I'd say "don't do it" repeated times. He'd start to lunge at me and I'd grab him and throw him off the bed, he was my little hunter. He was my best friend and partner. I used to tell him that we'd be together at least twenty years(just like my last cat).
I went to NYC last Tuesday. I was supposed to leave him with this girl which I had arranged a week earlier. She got intoxicated and disappeared the night before. She stopped responding to texts around 2:00am in the morning. I sent texts out to everyone I knew as I was leaving at noon just 10 hours away. A "friend" of mine, James, responded he would take the cat. I could have left him in my house and my brother would've stopped by to feed him but I didn't want to leave him alone for an entire week. He would get upset if I was gone a whole day, I would never leave him alone for that long. So I left him with this guy...big mistake.
This guy was renting a basement from another guy. It was horrible and I should've known right then not to leave him there. This friend has always been irresponsible never keeping a car or a place for long. He's in his 30's with no direction, but I figured all he has to do is feed him and give him water. I left multiple disposable liter boxes. When I knocked on the front door the owner of the house some guy answered. He had a dog and a cat upstairs. He didn't know James was watching my little Moses. I went downstairs. There was a separate entrance for the basement. There were paint cans, and other chemicals laying around. It smelled down there. I didn't want to leave my cat, but James assured me it was fine, and that the cat would be fine. So I left.
A couple days later James texted me the cat wouldn't eat. I called him and he gave him some tuna fish and the cat ate some of that. There was no natural light in the basement, it was dreary, and I knew Moses wouldn't like it, but I figured it was only for a week and he'd have James to play with.
Friday night I got a call from an animal hospital that my cat had been abandoned at the hospital by Darrell I guess he was the owner of the house. He didn't say what happened or what was going on just that he wasn't responsible and gave James name and number as the person watching the cat. James gave them my number and they called me. I tried to get a hold of james multiple times through text and voicemails. It is now 5 days later and I never heard from James what happened exactly.
They said it was the worst case they had ever seen and they weren't sure what had happened to him. They said the skin on his underside was completely missing and all of his organs were showing. They had stabilized him. They had him on a morphine drip with fluids. I asked what they could do and they said they could do emergency surgery to repair his small intestine, put his organs back into place, and try to flush some of the contaminants and infection out. They said it'd be $2500.00 and I told them to do it. The doctor told me there was a good chance Moses would die on the operating table from the anesthetic. He thought initially it was a dog bite.
He miraculously made it through the surgery and the doctor said he even sat up and purred with no skin. He said everyone at the hospital was invested in getting little Moses back on his feet. He said he was the sweetest cat and never complained. He said it was a miracle there was no damage to his organs. He did say that there was still the issue of the infections to get over but the surgery was a huge hurdle. He also said that he now thought he was hit by a car and dragged.
Saturday I tried to get flights back to st. louis to cut my trip short. I had friends visit moses in the hospital. He had 5 visitors on Saturday. The hospital told me he was the most popular animal ever at the hospital and had the most visitors ever. They were changing his bandages and told me things were progressing well.
Sunday they told me he was progressing well and on Monday they would like to move him to a skin and wound specialist. He had three more visitors on Sunday including my friends family whose kids brought Moses a toy. I arranged for a flight out Monday.
Monday I got in and went straight to the hospital. He looked sad but he perked up when I showed up. His entire body was wrapped in bandages except for his head. He was heavily drugged but he knew I was there. I was sure he was going to make it and I was so happy to be with him. We loaded him into my car with his fluids and I took him to the specialist. The doctor there told me it would cost me another $2500.00 at the specialist which I was prepared to spend.
The doctor at the specialist came out and said he was in horrible shape. She didn't think there was any chance of survival. I was shocked. I told her to run blood work and find out for real what was going on with him. She told me it would be $10,000.00 to $20,000.00 to keep him there for the week. I was floored. It doesn't cost $20,000.00 to keep a human being at a hospital for four days. But I told them do the blood work, start the process, we can do surgery in the morning, and I'll figure the money part of it out. I gave them a deposit and went to my moms house.
I called the original hospital to try and find out what had happened and why there was such a discrepancy between what the two places were saying. The original hospital called the specialist, got the results of the new blood work, and told me things looked bad. I spoke to the specialist doctor and she said his white blood cell count was way down as well as his red blood cell count. She said putting him under anesthetics would kill him at that point so she couldn't change his bandages or do surgery. She said his colon was detached and he'd have in-countenance for the rest of his life both defecating and urinating. She said his liver was beginning to shut down and his kidneys would be next. She said she could keep him alive till the morning, they could do the skin work maybe then, but he would die anyway. She told me the right thing to do was to put him down.
I was absolutely devastated. I went back to the specialist, and sat with him in a room for over an hour. I didn't want to let him ago. They came in several times and finally I said it wasn't going to get any better. I held his head in my hands while they administered a sleeping medication and then phenyl-barbitol. He was dead in a few moments. I said thank you and ran out. I cried all the way to my moms house.
I can't even go back to my place. I slept at my moms. I can't stand the thought of walking in there without him. He won't be waiting for me at the window, he won't be laying down in front of me when I open the door waiting for me to pet him and give him a treat. He won't be following me around, attacking my leg, looking for attention. He won't follow me upstairs and hop on the bed with me or hangout in the bathroom with me. His liter box is there, his liter, his food bowl, his toys, I just can't do it. I'm starting to get upset now.
I loved Moses more then anything except for my own mother. I would've done anything for him. I was so stupid to leave him with that guy. My whole life is upside down. I haven't left my moms couch yet. I feel nauseous. Everyones been texting me support. I can't understand how this could happen to a perfectly happy healthy little 15 month old ball of joy. He was so loved and I felt loved as well. He was like a son to me. I was supposed to have twenty years with him. Not one year.
I don't want to feel like this anymore, what do I do?
I went to NYC last Tuesday. I was supposed to leave him with this girl which I had arranged a week earlier. She got intoxicated and disappeared the night before. She stopped responding to texts around 2:00am in the morning. I sent texts out to everyone I knew as I was leaving at noon just 10 hours away. A "friend" of mine, James, responded he would take the cat. I could have left him in my house and my brother would've stopped by to feed him but I didn't want to leave him alone for an entire week. He would get upset if I was gone a whole day, I would never leave him alone for that long. So I left him with this guy...big mistake.
This guy was renting a basement from another guy. It was horrible and I should've known right then not to leave him there. This friend has always been irresponsible never keeping a car or a place for long. He's in his 30's with no direction, but I figured all he has to do is feed him and give him water. I left multiple disposable liter boxes. When I knocked on the front door the owner of the house some guy answered. He had a dog and a cat upstairs. He didn't know James was watching my little Moses. I went downstairs. There was a separate entrance for the basement. There were paint cans, and other chemicals laying around. It smelled down there. I didn't want to leave my cat, but James assured me it was fine, and that the cat would be fine. So I left.
A couple days later James texted me the cat wouldn't eat. I called him and he gave him some tuna fish and the cat ate some of that. There was no natural light in the basement, it was dreary, and I knew Moses wouldn't like it, but I figured it was only for a week and he'd have James to play with.
Friday night I got a call from an animal hospital that my cat had been abandoned at the hospital by Darrell I guess he was the owner of the house. He didn't say what happened or what was going on just that he wasn't responsible and gave James name and number as the person watching the cat. James gave them my number and they called me. I tried to get a hold of james multiple times through text and voicemails. It is now 5 days later and I never heard from James what happened exactly.
They said it was the worst case they had ever seen and they weren't sure what had happened to him. They said the skin on his underside was completely missing and all of his organs were showing. They had stabilized him. They had him on a morphine drip with fluids. I asked what they could do and they said they could do emergency surgery to repair his small intestine, put his organs back into place, and try to flush some of the contaminants and infection out. They said it'd be $2500.00 and I told them to do it. The doctor told me there was a good chance Moses would die on the operating table from the anesthetic. He thought initially it was a dog bite.
He miraculously made it through the surgery and the doctor said he even sat up and purred with no skin. He said everyone at the hospital was invested in getting little Moses back on his feet. He said he was the sweetest cat and never complained. He said it was a miracle there was no damage to his organs. He did say that there was still the issue of the infections to get over but the surgery was a huge hurdle. He also said that he now thought he was hit by a car and dragged.
Saturday I tried to get flights back to st. louis to cut my trip short. I had friends visit moses in the hospital. He had 5 visitors on Saturday. The hospital told me he was the most popular animal ever at the hospital and had the most visitors ever. They were changing his bandages and told me things were progressing well.
Sunday they told me he was progressing well and on Monday they would like to move him to a skin and wound specialist. He had three more visitors on Sunday including my friends family whose kids brought Moses a toy. I arranged for a flight out Monday.
Monday I got in and went straight to the hospital. He looked sad but he perked up when I showed up. His entire body was wrapped in bandages except for his head. He was heavily drugged but he knew I was there. I was sure he was going to make it and I was so happy to be with him. We loaded him into my car with his fluids and I took him to the specialist. The doctor there told me it would cost me another $2500.00 at the specialist which I was prepared to spend.
The doctor at the specialist came out and said he was in horrible shape. She didn't think there was any chance of survival. I was shocked. I told her to run blood work and find out for real what was going on with him. She told me it would be $10,000.00 to $20,000.00 to keep him there for the week. I was floored. It doesn't cost $20,000.00 to keep a human being at a hospital for four days. But I told them do the blood work, start the process, we can do surgery in the morning, and I'll figure the money part of it out. I gave them a deposit and went to my moms house.
I called the original hospital to try and find out what had happened and why there was such a discrepancy between what the two places were saying. The original hospital called the specialist, got the results of the new blood work, and told me things looked bad. I spoke to the specialist doctor and she said his white blood cell count was way down as well as his red blood cell count. She said putting him under anesthetics would kill him at that point so she couldn't change his bandages or do surgery. She said his colon was detached and he'd have in-countenance for the rest of his life both defecating and urinating. She said his liver was beginning to shut down and his kidneys would be next. She said she could keep him alive till the morning, they could do the skin work maybe then, but he would die anyway. She told me the right thing to do was to put him down.
I was absolutely devastated. I went back to the specialist, and sat with him in a room for over an hour. I didn't want to let him ago. They came in several times and finally I said it wasn't going to get any better. I held his head in my hands while they administered a sleeping medication and then phenyl-barbitol. He was dead in a few moments. I said thank you and ran out. I cried all the way to my moms house.
I can't even go back to my place. I slept at my moms. I can't stand the thought of walking in there without him. He won't be waiting for me at the window, he won't be laying down in front of me when I open the door waiting for me to pet him and give him a treat. He won't be following me around, attacking my leg, looking for attention. He won't follow me upstairs and hop on the bed with me or hangout in the bathroom with me. His liter box is there, his liter, his food bowl, his toys, I just can't do it. I'm starting to get upset now.
I loved Moses more then anything except for my own mother. I would've done anything for him. I was so stupid to leave him with that guy. My whole life is upside down. I haven't left my moms couch yet. I feel nauseous. Everyones been texting me support. I can't understand how this could happen to a perfectly happy healthy little 15 month old ball of joy. He was so loved and I felt loved as well. He was like a son to me. I was supposed to have twenty years with him. Not one year.
I don't want to feel like this anymore, what do I do?