This may get lengthy...
It's been 9 days since I had to put one of my cat down - the one in my avatar. I came home one night to him being extremely lethargic, rushed him to the ER vet and by that time he was too far gone. The vet pulled me aside and said that they could do all these things on him and I'd be looking at least a $2500+ vet bill with the good chance of him not coming through. Well I didn't have that much on the spot so my hands were tied...there wasn't anything I could do at this point. Cause of death - urinary blockage, he was just under 5 years old. This happened last Tuesday.
The previous Saturday morning I was home picking up/cleaning and he was acting normal - playing running around. Left to a BBQ that afternoon, wasn't really around all day on Sunday and worked late on Monday. I didn't notice anything until it was too late, I didn't notice anything because I wasn't around. And I could have prevented this all by feeding wet and getting one of those fountain things that cats actually like to drink from.
Just before Christmas I had to put my 13 year old lab down. It was a hard day but it was time, I didn't want her to suffer and she was just such a great dog that she didn't deserve to suffer either. I am having a harder time with my cat dying (I can't even type his name or look at pictures yet sorry) then my dog of 13 years. This is probably because the cause of death of my cat was an inattentive owner verse dying at a ripe old age.
So how do you get over something like this when it's directly your fault? Or do I not deserve to get over it and there is no way.
It's been 9 days since I had to put one of my cat down - the one in my avatar. I came home one night to him being extremely lethargic, rushed him to the ER vet and by that time he was too far gone. The vet pulled me aside and said that they could do all these things on him and I'd be looking at least a $2500+ vet bill with the good chance of him not coming through. Well I didn't have that much on the spot so my hands were tied...there wasn't anything I could do at this point. Cause of death - urinary blockage, he was just under 5 years old. This happened last Tuesday.
The previous Saturday morning I was home picking up/cleaning and he was acting normal - playing running around. Left to a BBQ that afternoon, wasn't really around all day on Sunday and worked late on Monday. I didn't notice anything until it was too late, I didn't notice anything because I wasn't around. And I could have prevented this all by feeding wet and getting one of those fountain things that cats actually like to drink from.
Just before Christmas I had to put my 13 year old lab down. It was a hard day but it was time, I didn't want her to suffer and she was just such a great dog that she didn't deserve to suffer either. I am having a harder time with my cat dying (I can't even type his name or look at pictures yet sorry) then my dog of 13 years. This is probably because the cause of death of my cat was an inattentive owner verse dying at a ripe old age.
So how do you get over something like this when it's directly your fault? Or do I not deserve to get over it and there is no way.