I am getting things and information very nicely together now and carol and I and christopher are hoping to be in Canada we have decided for early spring. Gives us time to put a little cash away etc which would help in transporting everything we have over. I would up and go tomorrow, then Carol makes me sit back and realise, its not that easy and we have a lot of things to sort out, inc all this pine furniture we love and have purchased over the years. My biggest concern is that I may have to go out first and leave her for a few weeks over here whilst I start a new job and get someplace to live. I cannot stand the idea of being on my own for a few weeks, months, let alone a few days. I am hoping and praying that will not happen although I am aware that it may. Carol knows I am devoted to her and will not mess around with anyone else, I am in love with both red heads in my familly (can you be in love with your son - is that allowed????). I know that if I was on my own abroad and waiting for her, I would get very low indeed.
Problem is, I am unsure how to tell her that when I go, I want us all to go. I started my life with her some years ago (nearly 10 in March) and when I arrive in Canada - then I want US to arrive as a familly to start a new life. Not me meeting them at the airport some time later. She has it in her head that I will more than likely have to go on my own for a while. I cant bear to be parted.
Is this daft or what?
Oh, and let me personally thank Adrienne and russian princess (think thats you) for all your help this last 7 days. Adrienne, you have been a star and I apologise for my daily list of emails to you. I hope that I can keep picking your brain as well as everyones in Toronto for the next few months until we land. then I owe you a HUGE drink!!! Cant thank you enough.
kev
Problem is, I am unsure how to tell her that when I go, I want us all to go. I started my life with her some years ago (nearly 10 in March) and when I arrive in Canada - then I want US to arrive as a familly to start a new life. Not me meeting them at the airport some time later. She has it in her head that I will more than likely have to go on my own for a while. I cant bear to be parted.
Is this daft or what?
Oh, and let me personally thank Adrienne and russian princess (think thats you) for all your help this last 7 days. Adrienne, you have been a star and I apologise for my daily list of emails to you. I hope that I can keep picking your brain as well as everyones in Toronto for the next few months until we land. then I owe you a HUGE drink!!! Cant thank you enough.
kev