Hi guys, I haven't been on too much lately due to feeling a bit down about the loss of my two kitties. I've only been really in contact via PM, since it goes straight to my email. I'm starting to think I made the wrong decision for Candy...and it's too late. She had renal lymphoma. Her last night she was throwing up blood, lost control of her poor bladder and was staggering down the hall...she had dilated pupils and she didn't look like herself. Her eyes pleaded me. The next morning I took my dear beloved best friend to the vet, and had to let her go...the vet said chemo wasn't an option, but I now feel like I should have tried it at least...I feel like I gave up on her. I've been inspired by Lazlo's success story and I feel so bad that I came across this forum too late to find out about how chemo really is on kitties. I'm just feeling kind of down today and in need of some support. So sorry guys.