today my cat died we got her off the streets 7 years ago and she is family. the past week she wasnt eating or drinking so we took her to the vet and it was a disease from a tick she was blind anorexic he said she had anemia and today she died in my arms while we were speeding to the vet and she was looking up at me crying and gasping for air like she wanted me to help her and i couldnt do anything
this mountain of missing her and guilt keeps going through my head, when we got a kitten i wasnt paying as much attention to her like before and thats making me feel evil
i feel like i could have done more, like take her to the vet sooner than i did
im afraid she didnt know how much i love her.
i dont even know if it was a painful death for her i hope not.
i should have taken her to the vet before and i didnt and now shes dead and its my fault. i cant stand being in my house, looking at the spots she used to lay and her toys knowing i wont hear her voice anymore or see her face is killing me
she might be alive if we took her sooner then we did to the vet
i just need someone to talk to about this. ive never been through so much pain in my life i cant get the picture of her dying out of my head.
this mountain of missing her and guilt keeps going through my head, when we got a kitten i wasnt paying as much attention to her like before and thats making me feel evil
i feel like i could have done more, like take her to the vet sooner than i did
im afraid she didnt know how much i love her.
i dont even know if it was a painful death for her i hope not.
i should have taken her to the vet before and i didnt and now shes dead and its my fault. i cant stand being in my house, looking at the spots she used to lay and her toys knowing i wont hear her voice anymore or see her face is killing me
she might be alive if we took her sooner then we did to the vet
i just need someone to talk to about this. ive never been through so much pain in my life i cant get the picture of her dying out of my head.