My Cat Died Recently

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Hello my name is John.  We got our cat about 15 years ago.  We named it "Trouble".  We've had four cats I think in total but I've never seen a cat that was this tough.  When I say tough I mean practically fearless.

As a kitten we got her from our extended family who no longer could take care of her.  This change of scenery could have been the reason she was so hostile to us.  Or it could have been the reason the family decided that she wasn't pet material.  Being young I was naturally optimistic that we could tame her quickly to act a little less hostile.

It took a little longer than I expected.  For about the first month that we had her she wouldn't leave my bedroom.  Her favorite spot was under the bed.  I would wake up in the morning and try to pet her and the response was vicious clawing.  I would bring her food and water.  I put the litter box right next to the bed.

Finally I came up with a plan.  I got two pairs of socks.  I put two socks on each hand and decided to let her attack my covered hands.  She would claw and claw.  It was actually a lot of fun.  Eventually she would become tired and wouldn't fight as intensely.  Soon I was able to pet her normally.  Well almost normally.  Every once in awhile even until very recently she would randomly throw a bite in.  It was like her message that we would never be in charge.  Gotta respect that right?

She had us trained.  Fancy feast.  Water.  Not always fancy feast but a lot.  She was a great cat.  I've seen her chase dogs away.  Win battles with other cats.  I thought she was too tough to die.  I felt like a part of me was dieing.  I realize that's just stupid but that's how I felt.

Once in awhile like now I miss her.  People say "oh it's just a cat".  Not about my situation but in general about animals when they die.  I think there's more.  I saw it in her eyes.  I knew she was going to die even before it happened.  She wasn't there anymore.  I could even feel it I think. 
 

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She sounds like a special friend to you.  Everyone here understands that she was much more than just a cat.

I have moved your post to our special forum that honors those companions who made our lives so complete.
 
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Sorry for not having a picture.  She kind of looked like this.

 
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Oh sweetie, I'm so sorry for your loss 
. You found the right place to find people who understand how you feel. It is never "just a cat" here.

We lost our 7 yr old Monster on Christmas Eve, so I know how much it hurts. It sounds like Trouble was just that, "trouble", but he had a special place in your heart and it's empty now. It will take time, but try to remember the good times. At 15 yrs old, she had a good long life and experienced love that she probably wouldn't have until you came along. Take comfort in the fact that you took her in when no one else could handle her. From what I can tell, she had a wonderful daddy and a wonderful life. 

BTW, I love her name. It pretty much describes her and gives us an idea of what a handful she was. 

Hmmm, Trouble and Monster tearing around Rainbow Bridge together. Heaven may be in trouble. 
 
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I'm sorry about your loss also. 
 

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My condolences. Everybody in this community certainly can understand your sense of loss, especially after having shared 15 years of your life with her. RIP, Trouble.
 

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I truly  feel John, that when we lose a beloved fur kitty to death, we lose a part of ourselves forever. 

Yet, we should all be so lucky to know such love.


Rest in peace Trouble. 
 
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I'm so sorry.
  She was beautiful.  Love her eyes!!

And yep you found the right place, full of people who understand.  I still miss my furbabies who've been gone for more than 10 years!  They are a part of our family. 
 
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