Dearest Tolly I miss you so much sometimes I just don't know how to bear it. I'm sorry to sound so selfish, I know you are happy with your beloved Bibbs and your precious Ootay, and I'm sure you've enjoyed meeting the rest of the gang at my Bridge, Baby, Sissy and Squeaky.
You were always so brave, all the struggles you had with your health, taking pills multiple times a day every day for your whole life, all the trips to the vet, and the longer trips to Cornell, but there were many more happy days than sick days, I know that, and you were always so sweet and tolerant of everything that had to be done to you.
Last week I had the flu, and how I longed for you to be there Nursing me back to health as you always did so well. You were always so concerned with the health of me and the other cats, my own special Nurse Tolly.
I appreciate your little visits, I feel you in spirit and am so grateful when I feel your little face rub against mine, when I am missing you the most.
I am truly glad, truly I am, glad that you are free of all the troubles your beautiful body gave you all your life. But I miss you so much. I just miss you so much.
Remember this little movie we made of you and me one day when you were, as always, on my lap while I was at the computer? We made it special for your Auntee Karen, I took the pictures with my web cam as we were writing to her.

Thank you for visiting me as often as you do, my dearest Tolly boy, my Sweet Pea, my sweet boy. I miss you so much.
PS Mazy misses you too, can you please spend some time with her, too? I know you must be very busy at our Bridge, but you can give Mazy some of my times, I know she misses you as much as I do.





