Maryjane Crossed

 So my Maryjane is free of her pain now. She crossed the bridge monday night. She's dearly missed by my immediate family. She was in our family since she was born. I found out she had cancer of the mouth. We held onto her as long as we could. She was in rough shape and suffering. I hope now she's at peace. We picked her ashes up today. That was not easy for me to do. We plan on getting a stone plaque done and an urn. She sits in a window since that was a favorite thing to do. Love pretty mamas.

This is my favorite pic of her so i made something out of it. I'm a little bit handy with paint.

It is always hard to let them go, but you showed her how much she meant to you when you did.  Rest in Peace, Mary Jane

Play happily over the Rainbow Bridge, sweet Maryjane.

Such a pretty girl.  My heart breaks for you as we all know how hard, impossibly hard it is.

How much closer can she be than living forever in your heart?

God bless you and sweet Mary Jane.

Thanks so much. This forums been great.

Beautiful Maryjane

She'll always be your sunshine. :heart3: She was such a beautiful girl.

Fly free, Maryjane.

I am so very sorry for your loss. I know that devastation all so well, having lost an amazing boy less than 2 weeks ago. She is free of pain and was so loved. What a beautiful girl.

Sorry for your loss too. I miss her so much. She was the only thing in my life i could depend on and be there when i needed her. Its been a depressing day. )=

I'm with you on that. I said it in another thread but it has been more than a week and I haven't stop crying for my little Petey. I keep reliving the day he passed over and again in my mind. I get so angry, then so sad and I cannot explain why this particular boy got into my heart so deep. There was just such love and kindness in his eyes, the way he looked at me. I feel at times like I should have been able to protect him, like I SHOULD have protected my little guy and I just couldn't. It was random and rapid and I HATE FIP. I just keep wandering out to the weeping willow tree where he is buried and telling him I am sorry and I miss him. I wonder when the tears will slow down.

   I am so sorry it has been such a depressing day. Don't be afraid to talk about it here or in a message. I know what it is like. One minute you think it will be okay, the next it hits you out of the blue. Only time helps ease the grief process but with the losses, I don't know that the pain goes away. This site sure helps alot. There are the kindest hearts in the world right here.

   I don't really know what I believe in the religious world but I like to think that your MaryJane and my boy Petey are knowing that we feel their loss and are missing us too. I sure hope they are right and that they are there to meet us when it is our time. I would give anything to see my boy pain free and happy again, just licking my chin some more. MarytJane would thank you for loving her so much and for also always being there for HER when she needed you, too. You were really good to her and she knew it. Theres always an ear for you here if you need it.

Brenda

Thanks a bunch. I sure need a friend to lean on. I keep asking why me, why my very special kitty. It just doesn't make any sense. My marriage isn't so great either at this point. Maryjane was the only unconditional love i knew would always be there. Once i knew her time was limited life got that much harder. My support system isn't what i'd like it to be. I didn't think i could love an animal this much but she wasn't your ordinary cat. I feel in love with her the day she was born. Even if you didn't like cats, you liked her. I'd like to sleep my pain and sorrow away. It hurts so bad i can hardly stand it. I HATE SCC!

I'm very sorry for your loss and understand what you're saying about unconditional love. RIP, Maryjane,

Maryjane was a very beautiful girl and I am so very sorry you have lost her. You loved her so :heart3: my deepest sympathies to you

Play peacefully Maryjane

I'm so sorry for your loss. My sister's cat, the one with the mouth tumor, lost her battle on Saturday. So painful, I know. You gave her a wonderful home and she loved you 

Nope, don't be afraid to say it here. I had support on this loss from my husband as somehow, Pete got to his heart. Still, he has left me broken hearted by saying "it's just a cat" one too many times. I had 3 previous kittens in the litter be taken by FIP. Sometimes, you wonder if you even know the people you think you know and wonder if there is something wrong with YOUR heart, because you feel a loss like this so deeply. Well, there ain't nothing wrong with you or me, just our support team. I can relate in the marriage parallel. I just do my own thing, I guess.

   Life in my house went on seemingly 2 hours after Petey passed and mind you, he struggled in his passing. I just didn't understand hbow people that watched him or the pain I was going through could just simply act like it never occurred, I still don't get it. I am lucky I have some compassionate friends and animal lovers on FB who carried me through and of course, the angels here. I dunno...I guess some animals simply get to us more than others. MaryJane was that for you. Grieve as long or hard or anyway you need to grieve. She meant something to you in a big way. If you need to sleep, do that...talk to her. I just keep putting flowers on Petey's grave. I know he isn't there but it helps to go be where he is and get the pain out of my system with tears and words. If I am a baby, so be it. He won't go without knowing how much he meant. Only other people who have been there know what you are enduring. We get it. Nothing heals, just time makes it less painful. Take all of the time you need.

I'm so sorry for your loss, and what a pretty girl Maryjane is

Only true animal lovers know how passionate you are about Maryjane, so you know your at home here