Just a Whine

I need to whine so please dont mind me...

I DONT FEEL GOOD! Im sooo dead tired and soooo not hungry its killing me. Im constantly exhausted and I dont do anything..Literally Im racking up points to be the worst sahm in the world. I broke down in tears yesterday because the washing machine noises made my stomach upset (the sloshing water and spinning) so I have been holding off on laundry for a good day and when I went to shower I didnt have any of my favorite undies cleaned...I had to wear the non favorite ones...I swear this kid is just enjoying kicking my butt from here to tibet. I naively thought that since the girls were a breeze this would be a breeze and Im getting hit from every angle with everything. If Im not careful by 3 pm Im racing to the bathroom to get sick and I have nothing to sick up. Even the dog is looking at me with pity.

WHINNNNNNNNNNEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Atleast theres only one more month to go of this...I just gotta keep the bright side in focus or else Im gonna be telling DF its all his fault..LOL

Thanks for letting me whine...I really appreciate it!

Pregnancy is rough. I did it 4 times, and I have to say, each one got easier. Well, not easier, I just had less time to think about it since I was always chasing a less than 2 year old around. LOL!! The worst I think was my last one, because of my age, and my other 3 were in school so I had time to feel every ache, pain, and to feel just bone tired. My husband was pretty much no help, having no experience with anything so physically taxing, and mentally exhausting. If he had, my DD would have been an only child!! 

Just look at it this way, it helped me...this is easier than once the baby is born. Right now you can sit down, and eat and rest. You can pamper yourself, and have time to do things you will not be able to do in a loooong time. Once that baby is born, you can no longer do for yourself, especially SLEEP. I cannot imagine the insanity, and irresponsibility of hospital staff that allow a woman to take that baby home being in pain, sleep deprived, and hormonally unstable. It's like a cruel joke. 

Enjoy this time when the bean is inside, and you can still be you. Hugs!! Feel better!!!

It will pass. Just keep telling yourself that it will pass.The first tri is always the worst and after that, you should be so much better. You have to eat something, though.....if not for yourself, you must eat for the Bean.