Not sure if I am allowed to say anything like this on this board....but I am so so sad.
I have been in a relationship for 8 years, I am now 24. Through this relationship my boyfriend has drank more and more and put me through mental and physical pain.
For a few years I tried to leave..... but never had the strength or courage. Two months ago, he got very drunk and woke me up and called me various names, I decided then I could take no more.
I have handed in notice at work and have told him I need some space so am moving back to my mum, which is 250 miles away.
He has now become the most perfect man..... can't do enough for me etc, now I feel guilty as he is crying all the time. Over the years I have given him so many chances to change....this time he promises it will be different. I feel it has gone too far, crossed over the line of no return.... I don't think I will be returning to him from my mums. Last year we bought a house together - silly, but it's almost like I am (was) forced into a decision.
I suffer from depression and anxiety as a result of the abuse. I feel so sorry for him sat there crying. I leave on the 1st September... it's taking forever... I would have left earlier, but needed to work notice at work.
Not sure what to do or feel.... sorry guys.
I have been in a relationship for 8 years, I am now 24. Through this relationship my boyfriend has drank more and more and put me through mental and physical pain.
For a few years I tried to leave..... but never had the strength or courage. Two months ago, he got very drunk and woke me up and called me various names, I decided then I could take no more.
I have handed in notice at work and have told him I need some space so am moving back to my mum, which is 250 miles away.
He has now become the most perfect man..... can't do enough for me etc, now I feel guilty as he is crying all the time. Over the years I have given him so many chances to change....this time he promises it will be different. I feel it has gone too far, crossed over the line of no return.... I don't think I will be returning to him from my mums. Last year we bought a house together - silly, but it's almost like I am (was) forced into a decision.
I suffer from depression and anxiety as a result of the abuse. I feel so sorry for him sat there crying. I leave on the 1st September... it's taking forever... I would have left earlier, but needed to work notice at work.
Not sure what to do or feel.... sorry guys.