One year ago tonight...

Ms. Freya

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One year ago today I said goodbye to one of my heart-kitties. My soulmate and Big Buddy, Cotton



Cotton had almost 4 years with us - the poster boy for unadoptable cats at a local rescue. We adopted 11 lbs of gangly, depressed, unhealthy white cat and ended up with 13lbs of bouncy, loving, goofy white cat. We don't know how old he was when he came to us or when he left, just that he'd been on deaths door when he came in from his feral colony, so every day for him was an extra...and he made the most of it.



Neither Mike or I believed it had only been a little under 4 years when Cotton passed. He was one of those cats who was a critical part of the family from the moment he came home. He was a hug when you needed it, (even if you didn't know it.
) a laugh when you wanted it and a ball of unconditional love every moment of every day.


In the last year of his life, we fought the good fight against diabetes, hyperthyroid and heaven only knows what else. Cotton had never had a robust immune system and in the end his body just couldn't do it anymore. He passed in my arms on the way to the e-vet right about this time one year ago today. Knowing him, it's probably one of the places he would have picked to be when he passed (Cotton would sleep all night in your arms - he loved to be held) and that eases my heart.

I love you Cotton. I don't know that you realized how much you meant to me...or maybe you did. You always seemed to understand more about that sort of thing than the rest of us.



Rest in peace, Cotton.

I'm glad that you're not sick anymore, I'm glad you're happy, and I'm glad you found a way to visit me that night earlier this year. I miss you, big buddy. You were an amazing cat and 4 years or 40 wouldn't have made any difference in how much I loved you.
 

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That brought a tear to my eye! I remember Cotton, and I can't believe it's been a year already. RIP, Cotton: you were well and truly loved.
 

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Yup, I'm crying too. Cotton was always one of my favorites. I'm so sorry his time with you was so short, but every moment was obviously a blessing.





 

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I too remember Cotton. All cats are beautiful, but some have that special something and earn a very special place in our hearts. I like to say they have a direct line to God. Cotton was one of them. RIP sweet sweet baby boy
 

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Cotton

Your deep love and regard for Cotton has always come through when you speak of him. I know this anniversary must be so very hard for you. I am sending thoughts and hugs that way

Cotton will always be a special kitty
 

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I remember Cotton too. He was special guy who touched all of us. Thinking of both of you.
 

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Oh, I am so sorry! He was a beautiful white cat and he was so lucky to have you for those last four years. I lost my Sissy in July 2010 and I still miss her so much!
Even with the 5 cats I have acquired since her death, nothing can replace her. Each one means so much to me! I have a little paw-print shaped hole in my heart.
 
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Thanks everyone.


I let myself cry quite a bit yesterday. After that I focus on remembering the good things so that I don't cry. Cotton always hated it when I cried...he'd climb into my lap, drape himself over my shoulder, stuff his head into my ear and purr as loud as he could until I laughed.


I do still miss him, I think I always will, but I'm at peace with the fact that we did everything we could, that night and the days leading up to it. It's odd: that evening we had started edging around the possibility of having to make that hard choice soon. I always like to think that the last kindness he gave us was to save us from having to do so.


Thanks for taking the time to remember with me.
 

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I can't believe it's been a year since that gorgeous hunk of kitty went over the Rainbow Bridge


 

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:poor little soul
He was so lucky he had you. It's obvious from the photos he felt very loved
 

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It sounds as if you and Cotton were very lucky to have each other.
I know you miss him everyday, and I'm sure that somewhere over that RB he's watching over you.
 

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Just lots of
. The emptiness and sadness never completely leaves our hearts. They always take a piece of it with them when they pass so they can come back to be with us from time to time and make our hearts whole. They are forever part of our heart and soul
. Cotton's
story is a very special one and you were very special to have taken him in to your heart and home like you did.
 
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