I might start biting my nails again LOL. I'm hoping the surgeon was right and we'll get those results today. 
At the 1:30 meal, Laz only ate a little bit. So I tried not mixing water into the a/d this time, used the handle of a spoon to get it down the syringe without air pockets, and fed him 1.5ml by syringe. (Edited to add: it was 2.5ml. My mind is not functioning at peak capacity right at the moment
). He's such a good boy. I know he's weak - but he's got enough fight in him to protest if he wants to LOL. I held his head, and squirted a little in his mouth at a time, let him swallow it. He really didn't seem to mind. Shelly was already done with his lunch, so watched all big-eyed. 
I really can't thank everyone enough for the vibes and hugs, good thoughts and support. It means so much to me (and Gary, actually), you have no idea.
We're coming to terms with this. And as Farleyv says - we don't know until we know. And we don't have the results yet, so we don't know. But we're better prepared now, mentally, anyway.

At the 1:30 meal, Laz only ate a little bit. So I tried not mixing water into the a/d this time, used the handle of a spoon to get it down the syringe without air pockets, and fed him 1.5ml by syringe. (Edited to add: it was 2.5ml. My mind is not functioning at peak capacity right at the moment
). He's such a good boy. I know he's weak - but he's got enough fight in him to protest if he wants to LOL. I held his head, and squirted a little in his mouth at a time, let him swallow it. He really didn't seem to mind. Shelly was already done with his lunch, so watched all big-eyed. 
I really can't thank everyone enough for the vibes and hugs, good thoughts and support. It means so much to me (and Gary, actually), you have no idea.

We're coming to terms with this. And as Farleyv says - we don't know until we know. And we don't have the results yet, so we don't know. But we're better prepared now, mentally, anyway.











I syringe fed him somewhere between 1/8 - 1/4 of a can of Iams Maximum Calorie this afternoon and this evening. She was ecstatic that it looks like I'll be able to get 1.5 cans/day in him without trouble. He sits and lets me squirt it in his mouth a little bit at a time - the first one he thrashes his head a little bit, but then he just eats it. When he's done, he gets up, walks away and starts cleaning. And he eats that much at each sitting.

!!! I know it is not the greatest of news, but it isn't the worst news either. I am seriously going through the same thing with Wilbur, although not cancer that we know of yet, but a terrible disease anyway.





