Today, I finally got hold of a chunk of wood that had been carved into a verse that I find very poignant and moving. I lost my grandmother some 4 years ago ( a few days before our son was born and would have been her great grandson) and I regret, that I signed the forms to have the drugs that were keeping her alive, removed. My father was not due to fly in until the following day, however, I just had to do it and the lines below came back into my mind. She died a day or so later in a deep sleep and since then, I have found it very hard to accept what I had to do, however, whenever I lose someone, I think about the words that I read and they are the way I want to be remembered. They have helped me a few times as well when my cats have passed away.
I will take these to her grave in a few weeks time.
Kev
being very serious - for once
Do not stand
at my grave and weep
I am not there,
I do not sleep
I am
a thousand winds that blow
I am
the diamond glints on snow.
I am
the sunlight on ripened grain
I am
the gentle autumns rain.
When you awaken
in the mornings hush
I am the swift
uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight
I am
the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand
at my grave and cry
I am not there, I did not die.
I will take these to her grave in a few weeks time.
Kev
being very serious - for once
Do not stand
at my grave and weep
I am not there,
I do not sleep
I am
a thousand winds that blow
I am
the diamond glints on snow.
I am
the sunlight on ripened grain
I am
the gentle autumns rain.
When you awaken
in the mornings hush
I am the swift
uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight
I am
the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand
at my grave and cry
I am not there, I did not die.