First I found out that a very dear friend of mine is dying from cancer: they're saying he has only 2 weeks to 2 months left to live.
This has been really hard on me, cuz I really care about him. He & his wife were really good to me after the abusive ex kicked me out into the streets, which left me in search of finding a place to live without any warning. Tommy & his wife were kind enough to come to my "rescue", by giving me a place to stay till I could get on my feet again and find a place of my own. When I ended up having to take a medical leave and had no income coming in, they still let me stay in their travel trailer till things improved with my situation. They were really good to me in other ways, too. I really want to go and visit Tommy before it's too late, but his wife doesn't want anyone over to see him - which I don't understand. A part of me is tempted to go see him in spite of what she says, but I also want to respect their wishes. I don't know what I should do.
This has been really upsetting to me.
Then I found out that my son got falsely arrested and had to spend the night in jail.
He's gonna fight the charges, but I'm worried that he might end up having a record - and he doesn't have so much as a parking ticket against him.
We also found out that if Randall doesn't go back to work, he's gonna lose his insurance & benefits. I have mixed feelings about him going back to work due to his health. On one hand, I'm kind of glad that he's going back: to be perfectly honest, I'll be glad to get him out of my hair. I'm sick of him sitting around all day long on his lazy butt not doing anything, and we need the money cuz his long-term disability checks got cut off which is hurting us financially. But on the other hand, I'm afraid that he won't be able to take going back - especially since he's been just sitting on his butt for so long: I'm worried that the sudden activity will end up killing him cuz he's not used to it.
Because of all the worry, I've felt like crap myself. My blood pressure has gone up again, and when it does I feel miserable.
I've been having to take extra blood pressure meds to try and keep it under control.
All in all, I've certainly had better weeks. I haven't logged on to TCS cuz I've had to much to deal with this week.
I've missed y'all!
Then I found out that my son got falsely arrested and had to spend the night in jail.
We also found out that if Randall doesn't go back to work, he's gonna lose his insurance & benefits. I have mixed feelings about him going back to work due to his health. On one hand, I'm kind of glad that he's going back: to be perfectly honest, I'll be glad to get him out of my hair. I'm sick of him sitting around all day long on his lazy butt not doing anything, and we need the money cuz his long-term disability checks got cut off which is hurting us financially. But on the other hand, I'm afraid that he won't be able to take going back - especially since he's been just sitting on his butt for so long: I'm worried that the sudden activity will end up killing him cuz he's not used to it.
Because of all the worry, I've felt like crap myself. My blood pressure has gone up again, and when it does I feel miserable.
All in all, I've certainly had better weeks. I haven't logged on to TCS cuz I've had to much to deal with this week.
