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Rest in peace my beautiful little girl. You taught me so much and I will never forget you.
The day I picked you out you were trapped in a cage with all your brothers well past maturity. None of you had been handled much. You would viscously bite your dad out of fear. He didn't like you very much back then. We took your bites in stride slowly working to tame you. You loved food so we'd get you out and give you little treats. Slowly you came around and formed an amazing bond with me. All your escapes taught me so much. after months we could finally keep you contained. Our bond grew stronger by the day. I'd walk into the room and you'd immediately perk up like MOMMY!!! Even when you escaped you'd run to me. You were my amazing little girl and there will never be another.
Last week you were in So much pain and acting funny, I thought you were just constipated but it was so much more. Last night I walked in to check on you as usual and you weren't doing so great and had lost a lot of blood so mommy wrapped you in your blanket to keep you warm gently talking to you to try to soothe you. Even though you were in so much pain you still wanted to wander around and I had trouble keeping you in your blanket. I took you to daddy's house so we could take care of you together. I was exhausted so we set an alarm to wake up every half hour and I fell asleep with your blanket propped up beside me so I could keep you warm through the night. I'd wake up and offer you water which you eventually stopped taking. Early this morning you slipped out of your blanket and crawled over me wanting to explore so I put your blanket down in the bin beside my bed and let you explore. But I was so tired I didn't hear the alarm and wake back up with you. I checked on you a few hours later and you were freezing cold. I wrapped you up and held you and gently stroked your head trying to get you warm again. I'm so sorry it didn't work you passed away in my arms.
Sofi I'm sorry I couldn't do more. I keep thinking maybe I could have done something different I could have at least given you a better life. you were an amazing precious little girl who wasn't afraid to get an attitude we had a special connection and we will never forget you. Daddy cried when you slipped away from us. We miss you SO much but I'm glad you aren't in pain any more. I love you. And I'm sorry.
The day I picked you out you were trapped in a cage with all your brothers well past maturity. None of you had been handled much. You would viscously bite your dad out of fear. He didn't like you very much back then. We took your bites in stride slowly working to tame you. You loved food so we'd get you out and give you little treats. Slowly you came around and formed an amazing bond with me. All your escapes taught me so much. after months we could finally keep you contained. Our bond grew stronger by the day. I'd walk into the room and you'd immediately perk up like MOMMY!!! Even when you escaped you'd run to me. You were my amazing little girl and there will never be another.
Last week you were in So much pain and acting funny, I thought you were just constipated but it was so much more. Last night I walked in to check on you as usual and you weren't doing so great and had lost a lot of blood so mommy wrapped you in your blanket to keep you warm gently talking to you to try to soothe you. Even though you were in so much pain you still wanted to wander around and I had trouble keeping you in your blanket. I took you to daddy's house so we could take care of you together. I was exhausted so we set an alarm to wake up every half hour and I fell asleep with your blanket propped up beside me so I could keep you warm through the night. I'd wake up and offer you water which you eventually stopped taking. Early this morning you slipped out of your blanket and crawled over me wanting to explore so I put your blanket down in the bin beside my bed and let you explore. But I was so tired I didn't hear the alarm and wake back up with you. I checked on you a few hours later and you were freezing cold. I wrapped you up and held you and gently stroked your head trying to get you warm again. I'm so sorry it didn't work you passed away in my arms.
Sofi I'm sorry I couldn't do more. I keep thinking maybe I could have done something different I could have at least given you a better life. you were an amazing precious little girl who wasn't afraid to get an attitude we had a special connection and we will never forget you. Daddy cried when you slipped away from us. We miss you SO much but I'm glad you aren't in pain any more. I love you. And I'm sorry.