i've got something on my mind and i really do find it mind boggling...so i thought i might just wish to let it out...as some of u guys know that i've broken up with my boyfriend..recently, i've realised that i'm pregnant.. the two of us had a talk and he didn't wish to keep the child, citing the reason that we are no longer together... since the day i knew i was pregnant, his girl friend knows about it too..she has been sending a whole lot of verbal abuses to me, screaming at me for keeping the child and being a whole big burden to her boy friend*who is my ex boy friend*. She has been doing things behind his back too and it hurts me to see her doing all that because I know it will hurt him in the end... i still love him , i still do..the other night, she called me up and told me that she would stop all her nonsense if i would abort the child and sever all ties with him, move out of the country or something to that extent. i agreed because i wanted him to be happy. now it seems to be getting into my system...my appointed time for the abortion is on wed...i really dun wish to go through it..guys, let me know what i should do... i'm really at a loss...
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8/3/03 at 11:47pm