Dear Kaylee,
It has almost been two weeks. I still haven't had the courage to do anything.
It all happened too fast and it is so unfair.
You escaped from the house, because your daddy didn't shut the door properly. He failed to tell me that you were outside for over 30 mins. We didn't think much of it, you never left our yard. I found you in the backyard in the bushes, you didn't want to come out. I told you i'd give you five more minutes as you loved chewing on the grass when you got to go out.
I got dressed and i hadn't had a t shirt on when i saw you come out. I saw you looking at the neighbours direction and you were chirping, I was about to come out and get you until He told me to put a shirt on as it was cold (cant have be in the backyard in the bra) As i put my shirt on and walked back down the hall way I heard you scream and the dogs go beserk.
I ran outside and screamed i could hear you in the next doors backyard, i got your daddy to jump the fence. You were in the big doggies mouth, he had to hit the dog with the shovel to get him to leave you alone. He handed you to me, you weren't bleeding but you were wet, i could see your back legs were broken. I screamed that you were going to Die and i had seen it all before many years ago.
I rushed you down to the vet, I was in tears, the vet could barely understand me as I was shaking. I couldn't even look at you because I just knew what would happen. The vet said you couldn't feel your Right leg or Tail. He said there was hope and to wait until the morning. You had a lot of muscle and tissue damage, He assured me the worst case scenario was that you would lose your leg and Tail.
I rang the vet at 4 pm, asking how you were, i should have come down to see you. But i was in no state to drive. He told me not to worry and just to come in the morning and we will see how it goes over night. I was freezing by this stage. I layed in bed with Liam your human brother. I was crying the whole time. at 5:50 pm I yelled out to you that it was okay if you needed to go to Kitty heaven, But that i needed you so much! at 6:19 pm a rush of warmth blood went rushed through my body. I knew something had happened i was temped to pick up the phone but knew the Vet should have turned the phone over at 6.
At 6:26 pm just a few minutes later the vet had called he was so sorry and that you had died just minutes before. I screamed and screamed. My MIL came and tried to console me I just couldn't believe it you had gone. I prayed he had gotten the wrong cat.
The next morning, after barely any sleep. I came to say goodbye and arrange your Funeral. I decided to get you cremated so you can always be with me. I ordered a beautiful white urn that has a pink flower and a few black spots. Just the way you were. I cuddled your frozen body and managed to warm up your frozen ear. I couldn't believe you were gone.
You did not deserve to Die. Not this soon. You are so special. I brought you with me across the world. You gave me kisses, chatted all day, clawed my furniture and most of all you always told me to go to bed at 9 pm. Just so we could have our cuddle. you would dig up the blanket and curl up in my arm. I miss you so so so so much.
Ever since your passing i think of you all day every day. I cry every day and I can't see this wound ever healing. I have to stay strong for your Brothers, not just the human Kind but also the furry ones.
They haven't touched your bed. Teufel has been extra cuddly. He hates seeing me cry. In fact he heard me cry and is now on my lap giving me long purrs.
I have spoken to the neighbours, they are so sorry. They can not imagine their dog ever doing this as it was raised with kittens and cats. I have advised them to ring the vets as their main concern is they would do this to another animal or a small child. I cannot take any legal action against them because you went in their Yard. I just want to know why you went! I just wish i could turn back time and have grabbed you when i could have.
I tried so hard to be a good cat owner and never letting you or the other two go out. As hard as i tried, i feel like i've failed
I miss you and Love you so much. I am picking up every white fur of yours i can find and storing it. I feel crazy as I can still hear your meows and odd things around the house. I was so sure i saw you by the rose bushes this morning. I really hope your spirit is with me.
I will always love you my little snowflake princess.
Your Meowmy.
It has almost been two weeks. I still haven't had the courage to do anything.
It all happened too fast and it is so unfair.
You escaped from the house, because your daddy didn't shut the door properly. He failed to tell me that you were outside for over 30 mins. We didn't think much of it, you never left our yard. I found you in the backyard in the bushes, you didn't want to come out. I told you i'd give you five more minutes as you loved chewing on the grass when you got to go out.
I got dressed and i hadn't had a t shirt on when i saw you come out. I saw you looking at the neighbours direction and you were chirping, I was about to come out and get you until He told me to put a shirt on as it was cold (cant have be in the backyard in the bra) As i put my shirt on and walked back down the hall way I heard you scream and the dogs go beserk.
I ran outside and screamed i could hear you in the next doors backyard, i got your daddy to jump the fence. You were in the big doggies mouth, he had to hit the dog with the shovel to get him to leave you alone. He handed you to me, you weren't bleeding but you were wet, i could see your back legs were broken. I screamed that you were going to Die and i had seen it all before many years ago.
I rushed you down to the vet, I was in tears, the vet could barely understand me as I was shaking. I couldn't even look at you because I just knew what would happen. The vet said you couldn't feel your Right leg or Tail. He said there was hope and to wait until the morning. You had a lot of muscle and tissue damage, He assured me the worst case scenario was that you would lose your leg and Tail.
I rang the vet at 4 pm, asking how you were, i should have come down to see you. But i was in no state to drive. He told me not to worry and just to come in the morning and we will see how it goes over night. I was freezing by this stage. I layed in bed with Liam your human brother. I was crying the whole time. at 5:50 pm I yelled out to you that it was okay if you needed to go to Kitty heaven, But that i needed you so much! at 6:19 pm a rush of warmth blood went rushed through my body. I knew something had happened i was temped to pick up the phone but knew the Vet should have turned the phone over at 6.
At 6:26 pm just a few minutes later the vet had called he was so sorry and that you had died just minutes before. I screamed and screamed. My MIL came and tried to console me I just couldn't believe it you had gone. I prayed he had gotten the wrong cat.
The next morning, after barely any sleep. I came to say goodbye and arrange your Funeral. I decided to get you cremated so you can always be with me. I ordered a beautiful white urn that has a pink flower and a few black spots. Just the way you were. I cuddled your frozen body and managed to warm up your frozen ear. I couldn't believe you were gone.
You did not deserve to Die. Not this soon. You are so special. I brought you with me across the world. You gave me kisses, chatted all day, clawed my furniture and most of all you always told me to go to bed at 9 pm. Just so we could have our cuddle. you would dig up the blanket and curl up in my arm. I miss you so so so so much.
Ever since your passing i think of you all day every day. I cry every day and I can't see this wound ever healing. I have to stay strong for your Brothers, not just the human Kind but also the furry ones.
They haven't touched your bed. Teufel has been extra cuddly. He hates seeing me cry. In fact he heard me cry and is now on my lap giving me long purrs.
I have spoken to the neighbours, they are so sorry. They can not imagine their dog ever doing this as it was raised with kittens and cats. I have advised them to ring the vets as their main concern is they would do this to another animal or a small child. I cannot take any legal action against them because you went in their Yard. I just want to know why you went! I just wish i could turn back time and have grabbed you when i could have.
I tried so hard to be a good cat owner and never letting you or the other two go out. As hard as i tried, i feel like i've failed
I miss you and Love you so much. I am picking up every white fur of yours i can find and storing it. I feel crazy as I can still hear your meows and odd things around the house. I was so sure i saw you by the rose bushes this morning. I really hope your spirit is with me.
I will always love you my little snowflake princess.
Your Meowmy.
