I commented in your last thread. And, to save my own sanity, I'm just going to bring that thread over here as my opinion has not changed. And, in fact, your current posts only solidify my feelings about your situation.
Here is my last post to you verbatim. Please read it. Open your eyes, open your ears, and stop being so stubborn and indignant. Your cats need help. And, if I had the ability, I'd call the authorities on you. But, I don't have the information I need. But, I hope someone out there does. These cats need help. And, even though I am angry with you for how you are behaving, both on this forum and on a day-to-day basis with your cats, I sincerely hope you get help as well.
My original post:
I saw this thread earlier today, but I purposely chose not to respond. I've read your other threads and, again, opted not to respond. Why? Well, there are a couple of different reasons.
#1 - I am not sure if you're being honest and straight-forward or if you're taking us all for a ride. Part of me wonders whether you're enjoying the attention you are receiving. After all, you're posting threads and information that is ludicrous by most any standard. And, you're choosing the grandstand this nonsense on a forum populated by dedicated animal lovers and advocates. If this is the case, I am disgusted. But, I'll post more on that in just a bit.
#2 - I haven't felt as though I could post because I haven't felt as though I had anything nice to say. And, I was raised to hold my tongue unless I had something positive to speak of. Of what I've read, I have NOTHING positive to say. And, that's sad. I try to see the good in people and, in situations where there is ignorance or naivety , I try to offer suggestions or snippets of my own personal experiences. But, I've read comment after comment of individuals posting advice, suggestions, or experience -- nothing anyone says seems to make a difference. In short, I see these threads as a waste of time and energy.
Now, for the main reason for my posting. I feel very, VERY strongly that the cats in your care need to be removed. I don't know whether you're a hoarder, a backyard breeder, plainly ignorant, or suffering from an emotional or mental illness. But, the care of your cats has been called into question. Not only by members here, but by the fact that you've posted such things on a public forum. The number of cats you have coupled with your attitude and the information you've shared has made me concerned greatly for their welfare. I work at a veterinary clinic and there is no such thing as half-neutered. If it is determined that a male has both testicles, but is cryptorchid, neutering is still done. In these cases, an abdominal incision is made. Half-neutering a pet is nonsense. And, no vet would consider such a practice. The illnesses your cats have suffered from are also very concerning. I do not believe testing is being done on these cats. Nor do I think they are getting any preventative care such as vaccinations, de-worming, or the like. To me, you sound like a hoarder. And, if that's not the case, your intent to breed is all the more disturbing. The pictures I've seen reveal cats with unkempt appearances and who are very thin. Your own posts have stated that you have cats with fur loss and other ailments. These cats should be seized and taken into custody by an animal welfare group or shelter. I can give you the benefit of the doubt, but I don't believe that you are in your right mind when it comes to the cats under your (questionable) care.
Everything I have read has made me want to do something, ANYTHING, to help these cats. The situation, as is, is disgusting. And, your behavior here can certainly be qualified as odd. It's like you see this as a game and we're all pawns for your entertainment. Well, not so. If you're serious about what you've shared and truly care for these cats, you will get honest -- not only with us, but with yourself. I find it hard to believe what you've written and, thus, I feel as though you're taking advantage of us all. It's inappropriate at best. My only hope is that this is a catalyst toward getting these cats out of a potentially dangerous environment and into a safe place where their needs can be met.
I'm not normally so blunt. But, nothing else, in my opinion, will get through to you. Please seek help...for both yourself...and for your cats. Perhaps I am "boxing your ears," but I'd rather have one less friend than see cats or other animals in danger.
I, personally, find your actions reprehensible. These cats deserve far better than what they're being given. Do I believe you have good intentions? Possibly. Do I believe you are way, WAY over your head? Absolutely. Why the edited pictures? I've seen your Photobucket album and saw a glimpse of the clutter and filth around them. Is that why these photos have places blocked out? I'm concerned about your cats...I want to help...but, alas, I can't. These cats need to be taken out of your care. And, as for you, I hope you pull your head out of the sand, take responsibility, stop acting like a fool (a 34 year old cat? half-neutering? playing us all?), and do something proactive. Because, if your passion is rescuing cats, you need to take a look at what you're doing and realize that this is NOT the way to do it.
Again, I'm sorry for being so harsh. But, someone needs to be. Shame on those who sit by and say nothing. And, if what you've shared is even half true, shame on the vets who see your cats. And, if this is a lie, well, shame on you. I wish I could be kinder, but your name is all over the internet spouting nonsense about these cats. Please find help for you and for these precious cats. I suppose that's all that's left for me to say...