Again, I'm so sorry. -hugs-
Have you thought about having a mobile vet make a home visit? I did that with Mackerel and it was so much better than doing it at the vet. She was calm and got to spend her time at home, and in the end we put her to sleep outside where she could watch the bugs and birds and feel the sunlight on her fur.
In terms of expense it wasn't too much more than euthanasia at the vet practice, really.
Have you thought about having a mobile vet make a home visit? I did that with Mackerel and it was so much better than doing it at the vet. She was calm and got to spend her time at home, and in the end we put her to sleep outside where she could watch the bugs and birds and feel the sunlight on her fur.
In terms of expense it wasn't too much more than euthanasia at the vet practice, really.