I'm so so sorry. It's been such a hard road for you and Mackerel. Your baby is healthy and whole now at the Bridge. I hope your pain is soon washed away by the happy memories you two created. Give yourself time
I truly believe we will see our little friends again. Until then, Mack is no further than your heart. I must have a lot of room in mine, because so many live there now.
In time, that will be a comfort to you. She is always with you.
I am saddened to read this thread. I was hoping that Mackerel would turn the corner and get better. She was such a special cat and loved by everyone here. You both fought a good fight. Your memories will bring you comfort because you know you did all you could for her. Mackeral, little one, rest in peace. You are loved and missed.