I went to check out a friend's fb page and found out he had died and I had not known. I had been wondering why he wasn't responding to my text messages. As we had been talking about dating and now I know why I am not sure how he died, but I do know he had seemed truly sad the last few times we had talked. I honestly believe if we had gotten our chance, which we both wanted just the timing was wrong, I would have fallen head over heels inlove with him. He was 31 years old and was a truly sweet, kind man. He was always there when I needed to talk and I will miss my friend Michael, its so odd that I found this out as I am about to lose my girl as well. I don't understand why I have to lose my good friend and my old dog at the same time. But I will truly miss them both and what really hurts is that I never told Michael that I loved him. I was afraid to as I was afraid the minute I said it that it would change things for us.
