It was suppose to be a simple vet visit for Emmy. It wasn't. The vet found a lump inside her left front leg--close to her upper chest area. It's the size of a walnut. I never felt it because I've been trying to respect her space and not over do the touching. She is also a very chubby girl so the vet had a hard time finding it. She goes into surgery on Monday morning for a biopsy. That's all I feel like saying right now. I'm numb. I will say that if I lose another cat this year...I don't know..I think I'll just shut down. Though I'm trying to be positive...it's hard.