It was great to be able to get some feedback and nice words from you guys.
For those who haven't seen my previous post, I have a 18 year old cat. We've been in and out of the vet's office for over a year. She has:
Kidney disease
High blood pressure
Hyperthyroidism
Dental disease
She's also had:
Bacterial infections
Seizures
Since July, we've been going to the vet about every three weeks with a new crisis. This week, she was totally lethargic. The latest blood panel test also found that her red blood cells are extremely low, and something is fighting her immune system (her Bilirubin is extremely high). That explains the lethargy.
My options were to hospitalize her, run more tests to see if it was liver disease or an autoimmune disease/anemia. From there, more treatment that may or may not work.
I feel like I've pumped enough chemicals into my cat, and prodded her with enough needles. The vet acknowledges that the interaction of drugs she's on (thyroid, blood pressure, and, periodically, antibiotic) can cause/complicate some of these issues.
While she is lethargic, she is still eating, still purring, and still waiting at the door to go outside (and still coming to see me - she just joined me right now). She has a lower quality of life, but still some quality of life. But cats, as amazing as they are, don't show how much they are suffering.
It breaks me up emotionally to not seek the next "drug" solution. I know my cat has pulled off some miracles before, and I'm hoping it happens again. There are a couple of longshots to hope for, and I will hope for those. It is hard to do this, and if she were even four or five years younger, or didn't have all the other health issues going on, I'd certainly be doing whatever was available.
For those who haven't seen my previous post, I have a 18 year old cat. We've been in and out of the vet's office for over a year. She has:
Kidney disease
High blood pressure
Hyperthyroidism
Dental disease
She's also had:
Bacterial infections
Seizures
Since July, we've been going to the vet about every three weeks with a new crisis. This week, she was totally lethargic. The latest blood panel test also found that her red blood cells are extremely low, and something is fighting her immune system (her Bilirubin is extremely high). That explains the lethargy.
My options were to hospitalize her, run more tests to see if it was liver disease or an autoimmune disease/anemia. From there, more treatment that may or may not work.
I feel like I've pumped enough chemicals into my cat, and prodded her with enough needles. The vet acknowledges that the interaction of drugs she's on (thyroid, blood pressure, and, periodically, antibiotic) can cause/complicate some of these issues.
While she is lethargic, she is still eating, still purring, and still waiting at the door to go outside (and still coming to see me - she just joined me right now). She has a lower quality of life, but still some quality of life. But cats, as amazing as they are, don't show how much they are suffering.
It breaks me up emotionally to not seek the next "drug" solution. I know my cat has pulled off some miracles before, and I'm hoping it happens again. There are a couple of longshots to hope for, and I will hope for those. It is hard to do this, and if she were even four or five years younger, or didn't have all the other health issues going on, I'd certainly be doing whatever was available.