Goodnight sweet Pepper

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Pepper (1993-2010)

I have never posted here before but I'm so heartbroken over my cat's passing that I've felt the need to memorialize her in what ways I can, so I came across this site.

It was always an adventure having Pepper as a cat. She was always sticking her nose into stuff, making a mess, doing things that no matter how many times "no" was told to her, she'd do them anyway. But underneath it, she was such a good-hearted, loving, spunky cat. She was the first one to greet me at the door when I came home, the first one to greet me when I woke up in the morning. If she saw a leg or an ankle available, she'd run up and give it a good rub. She definitely was the life of the party.

Pep had a list of stuff that went wrong with her over the final two years of her life -- bad kidneys, bad heart, bad thyroid, trouble going to the bathroom, and in the end a tumor was discovered in her bladder, and I think that was what became too much for her. But she fought hard to get through it and kept her happy-go-lucky attitude every step of the way until her final days. She's been in my life since she was just a kitten but it was over this two-year period when I fought to keep her going that I really became so much more attached to her than before, and when the day finally came (Oct. 29) to say goodbye, my heart broke into a million pieces. It'll be a while before I can put it back together again.

I already miss her so much. Even though I have another cat who's the world's biggest sweetheart, it seems empty around here without Pepper stirring things up. Goodnight Pepster... you'll never be forgotten.

Thank you for reading, and my heart goes out to everyone else here who has lost their loved ones.
 

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I am so very sorry that you lost your sweet little Pepster. All those toys, I can tell she was so very much loved and what a beautiful girl she was.

Old age certainly brings its troubles, human or animal. But your girl was a trooper. You and Pep had the perfect relationship each gave love and received it. What is better than that?

You wrote so beautifully of your sweet girl. In time, I hope you will come out the other side of your grief. We all know how it hurts. But, I now feel my cats are closer than ever, because they are in my heart. I know it sounds cliche, but I hold them so near there.

I will say a prayer tonight for you and your sweet girl. If your words are a measure of your love, Pepper had an abundance of it.

God bless.
 

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I am so sorry for your loss.

Thank you for sharing your memorial of your precious girl with us.


Rest in peace Pepper.
 

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I am so sorry that something so tragic brought you here, but hun, we feel your pain. Many of us have been through it as well. Rest in peace darling Pepper.
 

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I posted to your thread in the behavior section, and right from there it was so apparent how much you care about your babies.


Pepper sounds like she was PERFECTLY named! And of course your heart has broken into a million pieces!
As Kailie said, I'm so sorry it took something so tragic to bring you to TCS, but I'm really glad you found us. We're definitely a group of people who understand what you're going through, and we have big shoulders, endless ears, and lots of hugs to help you through this.

Make as much as a mess as you want to over the Bridge, Pepper!





 

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I am very sorry for your loss. In time, may your memories bring you comfort.
 
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Thanks so much everyone, the kindness means a lot to me. I wish I could hold her or even clean up the messes she left in the kitchen one more time
but she is at peace now... and is probably rubbing someone's ankles as we speak.
 

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Originally Posted by klarr

Thanks so much everyone, the kindness means a lot to me. I wish I could hold her or even clean up the messes she left in the kitchen one more time
but she is at peace now... and is probably rubbing someone's ankles as we speak.
I am sorry for the loss of your sweet little Pepper. She looked like a real angel.

We said goodbye to our Reggie on Oct 29 as well - I am not sure it helps you any, but we are just as heartbroken as you are over your loss but we are making it through with support from friends, family and sites like this. It does not matter how long we have our pets in our lives, we always wish we had an extra week, day, hour or minute. The time we are given with them is never enough, which might seem selfish of us, but when all they give us is unconditional love, then it makes complete sense.

It's difficult, there is no denying that. The price of opening our homes to these sweet creatures is the pain we face when we have to say goodbye. But rest assured we will not feel years of pain equal to the years of joy we got from our time with our friends. Keep remembering the good times.
 

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Pepper is a beautiful kitty!!! i am so sorry for your loss & i feel greatly for you.


R.I.P. Pepper
 

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It's so hard when they get elderly and start getting sick. We do what we can, but in the end it's still too hard.

I'm so sorry for the loss of your little Pepper. My first cat, that I got at age 9 (after years of begging for one), looked a lot like Pepper. Pink nose? Got a love those tabbies.

RIP little tiger.


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