Sometimes life isn't fair when it deals you a bad set of cards. We got through your medical illnesses together but could never get you past your mental illness. Your moments of pure innocent joy, even if those only lasted for 5 minutes a week, kept me working with you all these years. In spite of the medications, the disease you had turned violent on me yesterday, and I could no longer watch you suffer.
It took me a very long time to wrap my head around the fact that your quality of life was suffering due to mental illness (most likely physically based). You finally told me that you had enough of your life.
You were the sweetest cat when you were lucid. You loved me to the point of adoration during those times. But your poor brain wouldn't allow them anymore.
You are at peace now. Nothing will ever scare you again.
It took me a very long time to wrap my head around the fact that your quality of life was suffering due to mental illness (most likely physically based). You finally told me that you had enough of your life.
You were the sweetest cat when you were lucid. You loved me to the point of adoration during those times. But your poor brain wouldn't allow them anymore.
You are at peace now. Nothing will ever scare you again.