My little helper

Pixie seems to know I am down and has been glued to me and she has been givng me lots of kisses and for the most part I have stayed to myself.

Awww! First time I hever heard Tex purr was when I was upset and on the phone. He was sitting in HIS box on the dining table next to me and ...rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!! He knew I was worked up and was trying to help me!

Mandy will jump up into my lap and rub her whiskers on my chin...and she isn't gentle.

Awww, that's really sweet. She loves you and just wants you to feel better.

I just wish I could get the image of Lilly laying on the side of the road out of my head

I wish you could get that image out of your head too. I do not know if this would help you but when I get images of Claude having laying on the table at the vets when he had to be put down I try to force myself to remember when he would meow at me to pet him dry after a shower. If you can force your mind to think of the postive things you shared with Lilly maybe it will help.

I hope someone else has some other suggestions. I am sorry you are going through this.

that is soo lovely!.-..

So sweet! I love how cats just take it upon themselves to cheer us up, no matter what we're doing or how wet they might get in the process lol.