That's what I thought.... and exactly what I posted....
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| I love them but they are breaking me financially. Attitude has been nothing but sick with her eye, having to take Nuts and get him neutered made it worse, and then the vet calls and won't even answer a question for me and also says he'll do the research for me for free. I told him straight up I was so broke I couldn't even afford my own medications. He knows what I've been shelling out recently in vet bills. |
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| I'm angry at everything right now. I haven't felt like this since Attitude was diagnosed. I'm p***ed off and sad and everything else all at the same time. I'm going to stop now or I'm going to go insane and scare you all with what I have to say.(the last time I did that was on a BB right after Attitude's diagnosis that I have been on for 5 years and they wanted to know if I was taking my medication and if I wasn't on the verge of a mental breakdown.) |
Now Taryn, don't take me wrong on this but you need to calm down. This is the second thread I see you completely over your head overwhelmed, losing it...
You put yourself in a situation and you need to face the consequences with some level of cool. You have in your hands 2 cats that are sick. No matter how healthy they look, they have Leukemia, and chances are, they will have many MANY healthy issues throughout their lives. You knew this when you took them in, and here you are.
I have no doubt it is overwhelming, you are unemployed, and I remember when I was on the same situation. The thing is, when you freak out like that, nothing gets done. Nothing gets solved.
You need to save some money NOW for these cats. Do you smoke? Quit. That money goes to the kitties. Any extra money at all, put it in a pot to the kitties - a dollar a day - can you do that? Cut down the entertainment. If you have cable TV, cut it off... Whatever you can do to put money aside for these kitties.
You
have to put money aside, you have to plan for emergency situations, knowing that your cats will have them.
Taryn, sorry, but this is the reality... FeLV is not a simple disease, it is one of the most devastating feline diseases out there - you know that. They will have to go to the vet often for no fault of their own and you cannot be frustrated like that. Your job is to take care of them, to protect them... You need a cool mind to do that.
Please Taryn, think about this with an open heart...