So, I've not been feeling well and could use a bit of support (and maybe some vibes too).
A bit over two weeks ago, I developed, what I thought was, migraine headaches. I have had migraines on and off, but nothing quite as serious as the headaches I had then. The headaches were debilitating, but dissipated after just two days. And, so, despite them feeling different than other migraines, I chalked them up to traveling and stress and let that be that. But, after just 24 hours, the headaches were back -- and with a vengeance.
I started developing auras that lasted for days and then became nauseated and experienced a couple of occasions where I got physically sick to my stomach. And, last Thursday, I collapsed and fainted (or potentially had a seizure) not once, but twice. That sent me to the hospital's emergency room where they promptly diagnosed me with a headache (I know, wonderful diagnosticians they were) and sent me home. They did no testing and just pumped me full of an anti-nausea medication before sending me on my way. I was supposed to get fluids as I was quite dehydrated, but they didn't even give me 1/2 a bag. And, let's not forget that they put me right in front of the nurse's station on a gurney (they had almost all of their rooms available -- it was a quiet night) with no curtain to surround me and with the lights bright above my head and noise all around me. Normally, I'd have gone with the flow, but I had a migraine for goodness sake and was finding their treatment of me inappropriate. I suppose there is no need for me to say that that trip didn't get me feeling any better and, since then, I've only gotten worse...
The headaches (or migraines) have continued and only let up for short periods of time. I almost always am having auras, but I am not particularly light or noise sensitive unless the headaches are at their most severe. I've been faint and light-headed and am often shaky when standing or walking. I sleep a lot and am groggy for much of the day despite sleeping so much. My stomach hurts and I have recently started getting chest pains that come and go, but are very sharp and take my breath away. I've not collapsed since last week, but I have gotten sick to my stomach and have come close to passing out a number of times. I have periods of confusion and times where I can do nothing besides resting my head and eyes. I have trouble staying alert and paying attention to things going on around me. I generally feel terrible and am weak -- I had to sit down after walking 50 feet yesterday and today I almost passed out after walking up the stairs in my house. This is very unusual and abnormal for me and I'm scared. But, at the same time, I don't know what to do about the situation.
I have talked to my doctor's office, but my doctor is out and won't be back until late next week. And, unfortunately, there is no one else I can get in to see. The office's standard response is that if I am having the symptoms that I am, then more urgent care is necessary. And, that would be all well and good, but I am afraid of being rebuked at the hospital. I've had negative experiences before and, because of a lengthy medical record due to other illnesses, the hospital is quick to write me off as a drug seeker. But, everyone is telling me to just go to another hospital. And, I should. But, I'm afraid to...
I have been taking anything from Tylenol to Advil to Naproxen to Excedrin Migraine. None of my current medications have changed and there is nothing going on in my life that has me particularly stressed out. We haven't tried any new scents in the house and all of my personal products are ones I have used for years. I don't typically have allergies, but could consider the headaches a result of the high pollen readings this year. However, even with Claritin, the headaches continue. And, allergies would certainly not make sense of the other symptoms I've been having. I look pale and sallow and my eyes just appear "sick." Nothing helps and, regardless of everything I have tried, I am only getting worse. I occasionally have periods where I feel semi-okay, but they are few and far between. Nothing in my life accounts for how badly I feel and I want so badly to feel better, but aside from going to the hospital, what else can I do?
I keep promising my roommate and friends that I'll go to the hospital, but what if they don't believe me? Even if things are the way they are due to a migraine, is it normal for migraines to last this long and come with this many symptoms? And, shouldn't I be getting better by now?
I am beginning to think this is all in my head. And, I'm starting to think I am going to feel this way forever. I just feel hopeless...
Please, if you have any suggestions or support to offer, it would be much appreciated. We're coming up on almost 3 weeks and nothing has changed aside from the fact that I've gotten worse. So, if you have vibes to spare, those two would be both appreciated and welcome.
Thanks in advance.
A bit over two weeks ago, I developed, what I thought was, migraine headaches. I have had migraines on and off, but nothing quite as serious as the headaches I had then. The headaches were debilitating, but dissipated after just two days. And, so, despite them feeling different than other migraines, I chalked them up to traveling and stress and let that be that. But, after just 24 hours, the headaches were back -- and with a vengeance.
I started developing auras that lasted for days and then became nauseated and experienced a couple of occasions where I got physically sick to my stomach. And, last Thursday, I collapsed and fainted (or potentially had a seizure) not once, but twice. That sent me to the hospital's emergency room where they promptly diagnosed me with a headache (I know, wonderful diagnosticians they were) and sent me home. They did no testing and just pumped me full of an anti-nausea medication before sending me on my way. I was supposed to get fluids as I was quite dehydrated, but they didn't even give me 1/2 a bag. And, let's not forget that they put me right in front of the nurse's station on a gurney (they had almost all of their rooms available -- it was a quiet night) with no curtain to surround me and with the lights bright above my head and noise all around me. Normally, I'd have gone with the flow, but I had a migraine for goodness sake and was finding their treatment of me inappropriate. I suppose there is no need for me to say that that trip didn't get me feeling any better and, since then, I've only gotten worse...
The headaches (or migraines) have continued and only let up for short periods of time. I almost always am having auras, but I am not particularly light or noise sensitive unless the headaches are at their most severe. I've been faint and light-headed and am often shaky when standing or walking. I sleep a lot and am groggy for much of the day despite sleeping so much. My stomach hurts and I have recently started getting chest pains that come and go, but are very sharp and take my breath away. I've not collapsed since last week, but I have gotten sick to my stomach and have come close to passing out a number of times. I have periods of confusion and times where I can do nothing besides resting my head and eyes. I have trouble staying alert and paying attention to things going on around me. I generally feel terrible and am weak -- I had to sit down after walking 50 feet yesterday and today I almost passed out after walking up the stairs in my house. This is very unusual and abnormal for me and I'm scared. But, at the same time, I don't know what to do about the situation.
I have talked to my doctor's office, but my doctor is out and won't be back until late next week. And, unfortunately, there is no one else I can get in to see. The office's standard response is that if I am having the symptoms that I am, then more urgent care is necessary. And, that would be all well and good, but I am afraid of being rebuked at the hospital. I've had negative experiences before and, because of a lengthy medical record due to other illnesses, the hospital is quick to write me off as a drug seeker. But, everyone is telling me to just go to another hospital. And, I should. But, I'm afraid to...
I have been taking anything from Tylenol to Advil to Naproxen to Excedrin Migraine. None of my current medications have changed and there is nothing going on in my life that has me particularly stressed out. We haven't tried any new scents in the house and all of my personal products are ones I have used for years. I don't typically have allergies, but could consider the headaches a result of the high pollen readings this year. However, even with Claritin, the headaches continue. And, allergies would certainly not make sense of the other symptoms I've been having. I look pale and sallow and my eyes just appear "sick." Nothing helps and, regardless of everything I have tried, I am only getting worse. I occasionally have periods where I feel semi-okay, but they are few and far between. Nothing in my life accounts for how badly I feel and I want so badly to feel better, but aside from going to the hospital, what else can I do?
I keep promising my roommate and friends that I'll go to the hospital, but what if they don't believe me? Even if things are the way they are due to a migraine, is it normal for migraines to last this long and come with this many symptoms? And, shouldn't I be getting better by now?
I am beginning to think this is all in my head. And, I'm starting to think I am going to feel this way forever. I just feel hopeless...
Please, if you have any suggestions or support to offer, it would be much appreciated. We're coming up on almost 3 weeks and nothing has changed aside from the fact that I've gotten worse. So, if you have vibes to spare, those two would be both appreciated and welcome.
Thanks in advance.