I did it!!!!

Thank you all for your advice about touching the kittens. I know when 3 or more people tell you the same thing it has to be right.
So I went in there with my flashlight and awwwwww sooooo cute!! The space was way to tight and I could not get in there enough to actually pick one up but I did pet some of them. .Now for my sadness: blue grey kitties are my absolute favorites and one of them just happens to be one and to make matters worse when I was looking and reaching this baby climbed over his siblings to get to me!!! I think this is gonna be the hardest thing to do. My hart hurts already and I miss them and I havnt even gotten to know them yet!!
Boy am I gonna need you guys, but we have 8 weeks for that.

Aww, I'm so happy for you! It's good that now they have your smell on them so mommy can get used to it. Letting go is really hard... I still cry every time, but I just tell myself over and over that I've gave them the best start at life, and now they're going to make someone else happy