On October 4th, 2009 (my 21st birthday)
a family member got mad at my 2 cats and threw them outside.
these were 100000000% strictly indoor cats. outside only in a closed in porch and outside the porch with only supervision.
the next morning I looked for them.. the next day I looked for them..
come November... I looked for them....
come December, I still looked for them.
January.. February.. March
and I still sit here and cry, and cry, and cry and wonder where they went. are they still alive, did someone steal them, did someone take them thinking they were lost. did they get taken to a shelyer and get euthanized.
did they get eaten by a dog or a hawk, did they crawl into someone's vehicle and get driven miles away
did they become feral?
do they remember me? do they remember their names? did they try to find me and just go in the wrong direction?
if I could have anything else..I want my babies to come home. will I ever see them again? how many missing posters will I hand out the rest of my life, wondering if anyone has seen them?
what if someone is feeding them somewhere? they were taken in.
I still can't look at pictures or videos of them. I just cry and cry. and cry. and cry....I thought having new kittens would fill a void, but it has not filled the void. no amount of kittens or new pets will fill this gaping hole.
*sob*
a family member got mad at my 2 cats and threw them outside.
these were 100000000% strictly indoor cats. outside only in a closed in porch and outside the porch with only supervision.
the next morning I looked for them.. the next day I looked for them..
come November... I looked for them....
come December, I still looked for them.
January.. February.. March
and I still sit here and cry, and cry, and cry and wonder where they went. are they still alive, did someone steal them, did someone take them thinking they were lost. did they get taken to a shelyer and get euthanized.
did they get eaten by a dog or a hawk, did they crawl into someone's vehicle and get driven miles away
did they become feral?
do they remember me? do they remember their names? did they try to find me and just go in the wrong direction?
if I could have anything else..I want my babies to come home. will I ever see them again? how many missing posters will I hand out the rest of my life, wondering if anyone has seen them?
what if someone is feeding them somewhere? they were taken in.
I still can't look at pictures or videos of them. I just cry and cry. and cry. and cry....I thought having new kittens would fill a void, but it has not filled the void. no amount of kittens or new pets will fill this gaping hole.
*sob*
Especially if you live in a more urban environment.
