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We buried Speedboat on the hill out at the back of our three acres. This is the first time I have been out there to that part of the yard. Now I am crying. Maybe one day, I can go out there again, but it won't be soon. Maybe I was just not ready. My husband has said he intends to pour a concrete marker and put his name, birth and death dates on it. Whenever he does that, maybe I will go again, but not right now. Whenever I think I am better, then something like this reminds me how empty my heart feels in that place that belonged to Speedboat.