Because of Spot

farleyv

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I found this forum, exactly one year ago today.

She was a petite little black girl with brown eyes and a faint blotch of white on her chest. I actually never saw her eyes very well because they blended in with her fur so much.

In the summer of 08, our road was closed for construction. Her, her baby, Beeba and two feral males, Hosta and Ranger were living under all the machinery. As the time came closer to the road reopening, I feared for their lives. So we managed to trap Spot and Beeba. They became a part of our home.

It took a couple of months for them to "friendly up" to us. I'd spend hours on the floor playing string with them or just talking to them. They finally came around.

In February last year, Spot started getting very round. I attributed it in the beginning to getting spayed. However, after a while it became evident that it was more. My vet was out of town, so I took her to my back up vet. I thought I would be bringing her home..........

They drew off a vial of white liquid from her abdomen. It was Chylousperitoneum. Her lymph system had a chink somewhere and was draining into her belly. It could have been a tumor, heredity, an injury.

I let my tears fall on her fur so something of myself would be with her always. I clipped a piece of her fur and gave her a piece of my hair. She is buried in our kitty cemetary. My DH made a wooden cross in his workshop as he does with all our kitties. I carved her name with a router.

I thought it fitting that my 1200th post be a tribute to her, on this her first anniversary at the bridge.

I came here last year to try to find someone who had gone through this too. I didn't really find that, but I found a great bunch of people who, like me, are devoted to their cats.

So, this is for Spot. My sweet, quiet little girl. I promised to take good care of Beeb and he has blossomed.

Spot, you are Top Cat in my heart.

Thanks all for taking the time to read this and for being there.
 

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I think we all come to this forum to find someone going through what we are, and although you may never find that someone, we are a great group of cat (and for the most part animal) loving people, with sympathetic ear and heavy hearts, we give vibes for safe journey and quick passage, until we meet again, at the bridge. I'm sure Spot is waiting for you there.


A beautiful tribute to a kind friend who is missed so much. Thank you for sharing.
 

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What a nice story about Spot. Just remember that wonderful Spot brought Beeba into your life and you will get many years of loving from him until you can all be reunited at Rainbow Bridge. I have many friends waiting there for me also.

Mo

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FarleyV,
I missed this thread somehow until now. What a beautiful story of Spot and her baby. I am so sorry for your loss and I know it still hurts. I think it must be a great comfort to have her baby still with you. Rest in peace Spot. You are loved and missed.
 

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Through my tears I want to say I understand. There is so much pain in loving and losing our babies. I understand what it is like to take a cat to the vet, expecting to bring them back home, but having the diagnosis be terminal, then leaving the vet without them. My story happened years ago, but reading your thread has brought it all back to me. I, too, clipped fur from her to keep with me. I still have it. I want to say I am sorry for your pain, but I am so proud of you for loving her and giving her what she deserved--a beautiful life with so much love in it!!! You are the one that was destined to save her and care for her like no one else could.
 
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Gee, thanks everyone for all your kind words and encouragement. It was such a freak thing. I fed her for about a year before I brought her in...I regret that so much now. I may have been able to prevent this happening to her.

Even the big, burley guys on the road construction crew liked the cats and were concerned about them.

Someday, hopefully way down the road, Spot and Beeba will be next to each other in our little cemetery. We will leave the ground next to Spot for Beeb.

Thanks again for the beautiful words. We can all relate, can't we?
 
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