My Princess Missy suddenly got in such pain and Vet could not see why. She was on pain killers and I gave her even more than I was supposed to but nothing took her pain away. I took her to the Vet this morning and let her go.
NOW I find she has already been cremated and I NEED to know there is a God and a heaven or SOMEPLACE where she is happy and healthy and playing with other cats. I am in such agony. I have lost others before but Missy and I had a routein where I would syringe feed her at certain times, medicate her other times and give her the fluids still later.
I am still on her time schedule and I keep feelign I need to go feed her and then I remember she is gone. We bonded so much with the syinge feedind and I got so when she deliberately spit food out I would laugh and kiss her dear little mouth.
I miss her so much and I am just lost! HOW can I know she is not just a pile of ashes but up somewhere happy?
Even my Vet said she was a truly amazing cat!
NOW I find she has already been cremated and I NEED to know there is a God and a heaven or SOMEPLACE where she is happy and healthy and playing with other cats. I am in such agony. I have lost others before but Missy and I had a routein where I would syringe feed her at certain times, medicate her other times and give her the fluids still later.
I am still on her time schedule and I keep feelign I need to go feed her and then I remember she is gone. We bonded so much with the syinge feedind and I got so when she deliberately spit food out I would laugh and kiss her dear little mouth.
I miss her so much and I am just lost! HOW can I know she is not just a pile of ashes but up somewhere happy?
Even my Vet said she was a truly amazing cat!