Hi
I'm in Denver right now. My stepmom has training and a test for her job on Monday and Tuesday. My sister lives here, so we arrived her last night about 5ish. This is the first time my step mom has ever had a meal prepaired by my sis at her own house!! (My sis is 26). We are going to go and do some fun stuff today
I'm very happy and excited.
BUT... I miss my hubby
After 10 years of marraige, I still miss him horribly when we are seperated for any length of time. We were apart for 4 months last year (a year ago) when he was in Louisiana, and I came home to Wyoming.
I was laying here thinking of Shade. Thinking of how much I want to hold her. I want to scratch her, I want to spank her (She loves being spanked). I just miss her. Its easier to handle missing my hubby, I can call or TxT him. I can leave msgs on his facebook or myspace. Shadey...
I am really attatched to my kitty. We paid $100 to move her to Louisiana, and even though I was miserable durring the evacuation durring Gustav a year and a half ago, I wouldn't leave because I would have had to leave her there in that situation. I feel like i almost love her more then I do my hubby. I know that isn't the case, but I feel wrong for doting on Shade more then my hubby. I feel wrong because I worry for her well being when I am not home, and I don't worry about my hubby so much. My hubby's even made the comment, you love that cat more then you do me... He had a smile and sparkly eyes when he said it so I know it was in jest, but it still struk me.
Can a human be TOO attatched to their cat? I think because I can't have kids, and because I got up durring the night and bottle fed her and her 2 siblings that I am much more bonded with her then I would be if we got her after she was weaned. (She was one of 3 abandoned kittens around 3 wks old with no mommie. My lactating kittenless cat took them in but wasn't producing enough milk for all three.)
I just love my kitty. I kept waking up durring the night because she wasn't cuddling with me. She follows me like a puppy around the house, unless I am cleaning, then she chills where ever I am not cleaning.
Dang... why can't I post anything shorter then a novel?
Thank You, everyone be safe
Thinking of my girl, hoping she is okay all alone. She's used to me being there durring the day.
I'm in Denver right now. My stepmom has training and a test for her job on Monday and Tuesday. My sister lives here, so we arrived her last night about 5ish. This is the first time my step mom has ever had a meal prepaired by my sis at her own house!! (My sis is 26). We are going to go and do some fun stuff today
BUT... I miss my hubby
I was laying here thinking of Shade. Thinking of how much I want to hold her. I want to scratch her, I want to spank her (She loves being spanked). I just miss her. Its easier to handle missing my hubby, I can call or TxT him. I can leave msgs on his facebook or myspace. Shadey...
Can a human be TOO attatched to their cat? I think because I can't have kids, and because I got up durring the night and bottle fed her and her 2 siblings that I am much more bonded with her then I would be if we got her after she was weaned. (She was one of 3 abandoned kittens around 3 wks old with no mommie. My lactating kittenless cat took them in but wasn't producing enough milk for all three.)
I just love my kitty. I kept waking up durring the night because she wasn't cuddling with me. She follows me like a puppy around the house, unless I am cleaning, then she chills where ever I am not cleaning.
Dang... why can't I post anything shorter then a novel?
Thank You, everyone be safe
Thinking of my girl, hoping she is okay all alone. She's used to me being there durring the day.