Hi all, well, my hubbys nanna passed away last sunday, the delay for the funeral has been because she has had a casket made, she wanted one like Princess Dianas (of course
) well, the viewing is tomorrow at 7.30pm our time. I had decided I didn't want to see her as I have been quite ill with anxiety and panic attacks but I have decided tonight that I would. My mother in law went yesterday and said she looked like an angel and so peaceful, I think with all the recent trauma I have had it may help me. I will not make my final decision until I get there and I will be taking my prescribed diazapam before I go. I want to support John and his family and the funeral is thursday which I think may bring me a bit of closure. The whole family now seems to be coming to terms with it all, I have been so worried about everyone else to be honest and forgotten about myself. I am looking forward now to a lovely christmas with my family (fur babies included) I will post tomorrow on how it all went and I want to thank you ll for your fantastic support, you are all fantastic on here.xxx
