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Hi, Jesse is not good, she is still eating and purring but she is deteriating(cant spell right now).on thursday she could still fit through our trellidoors to go outside and now she cant,she waits there for me to open the gates for her to go outside ,thats in two days. on thursday , she was lying on the trampoline, big tummy and all, and i was so happy that she could jump up there still(that gave me hope)( she lies there because it is warm )but today i walked outside and she was hanging from the side of the trampoline because she could not get up. she loves to come and lie on my chest in the mornings, after her breakfast or when i put my daughter to sleep in the afternoons but this morning she tried to jump and missed, and tried again and then just lay down on the floor and i picked her up and just loved her, quietly and gently. i dont really want to face next week and i think that this disease , , and i know its FIP(in my soul, i know it is),it is so awful and cruel but one tiny part of me hopes that the scan on tuesday shows something different but i know that(deep down) i must let go of this little thing i love so much and let her be in peace because i do love her and as much as i look up things on the internet and then phone the vet to try this and that,this disease is working fast and nothing is going to help her, poor little thing.xxx
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