Thanks Everyone, It seems everything is wrong right now. Coco very sick last weekend then Cleo acting bad in shows. Then my stepmom dies on Halloween. Th funeral is friday and it is a 2 hour drive.
I held on to my mom's pictures and things for three years before I could take them down and look at them. As a matter of fact that is what I've been doing this last weekend. There is no time clock on grief and mourning. You will look at pictures when you are ready and you will cry and that is fine. You and only you are the best judge as to when you will be ready.
I have her pictures on my computer but I am not looking at them right now. It has been 10 years since my mom died from breast cancer. It took my dad a long time to date again and I never though my stepmom would be the one to go first. None of us did. I thought I was going to lose Coco last week because she got so sick then the next day Cleo acts bad at the cat show. Sorry about your mom. My sister went to my dads yesterday and she gets a blow out on the freeway halfway there. You should see the tire.