Pepper

I am so devistated.. The stray my boss was caring for, the one I helped her care for, was put down today. I don't know what to think. Im sad, Im angry, But im not sure if I should be. My boss found a shelter to take him to, where they would find him a home. But, they tested him for feline Leukemia, and he was positive. So they put him down. I am so shocked, I honestly thought he was healthy. I didn't know they were gunna put him to sleep if he was positive! I thought they were going to give him back, and that my boss would care for him. I guess its better this way right? So he won't suffer?

Pepper-- Im so sorry things didn't work out. You were sick, we didn't expect it. I loved you, Chris loved you. We wanted to find you a furr-ever home. I guess it wasn't meant to be. Just know that I loved you so much, and that I wanted you! At least someone in this world cared about you. I didn't know you were in pain, I didn't knowyou were sick. I am grieving for you as I would for one of my babies.. You were one of my babies in a sense I guess. Im gunna miss seeing you, feeding you. I am going to miss feeling you rub on my legs and meow at me, I am gunna miss your head-butts and you hissing at me for touching your tail. You were so sweet. I miss you already sweetheart, my Pepperboy. I am crying for you right now. I am just glad you experienced love at some time in your life.

Play happily over the Bridge, My Pepper. I hope to see you there some day. I will miss you, I will love you.. Until we meet again, my sweet boy...