Where do I begin....
Its been a week already and I still do not know how to put into words how much I love you and how much I miss you.
You were such a scared boy, so frightened of everything and everyone other than your family yet you had such a wonderful personality to show to any that were privileged enough to witness it. I myself feel extremely privileged that I picked you from the shelter that day 5 years ago. I did not know at the time how scared you were but I did everything in my power to ensure that you were happy. I hope you were happy. I believe you were sent to me to teach me about understanding, about respect, about tolerance. You taught me so much.
I will miss so much about you.... I will miss the way you slept curled up beside me whenever daddy wasnâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]t home or you snuck into the bedroom without him knowing, I will miss your sweet almost silent meow, I will miss your snoring, I will miss watching you as you destroyed any box that I left for you, I will miss that sweet handsome face of yours, I will miss the cuddles, I will miss telling you to get off the bench or to get out of Jasmine & Ashleyâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]s bed, i will miss watching you sit at the window looking at the birds outside, I will miss the love but I will miss you the most, just you... that sweet handsome timid scared boy that stole my heart all those years ago.
You left us so quickly. I donâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]t think I have yet to process it. One day you were fine, running around as usual and then in a week you were gone. I promise you I did everything in my power during that week to help you, to find out what was wrong with you and save you. But I couldnâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]t, I couldnâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]t do anything. No money could save you. I am so sorry I could not save you. I tried desperately too. And when it was clear I couldnâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]t, I stayed with you until you no longer felt any pain. It almost destroyed me yet I had to end your pain and I wanted you to look into my eyes as you went to sleep.
I hope you are happy & pain free now. I hope you are no longer scared. I hope you know how much I loved you and how much your brother, Tipsy misses you.
Jasmine left an invitation to her party in the tree. She hopes that when youâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]re ready you can come down and get it and take it back to the bridge and have a party there with your new friends.
I hope youâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]re happy with your final resting place. I hope you hear me every morning and every evening when I talk to you. I will plant a beautiful tree there for you.
I just miss you so much my darling boy. You stole a piece of my heart the day I met you and you will forever hold that piece of my heart. My heart is just breaking and I will never forget you.
Rest In Peace Cedar. We will love you forever and a day
27/02/2004 - 02/10/2009
Its been a week already and I still do not know how to put into words how much I love you and how much I miss you.
You were such a scared boy, so frightened of everything and everyone other than your family yet you had such a wonderful personality to show to any that were privileged enough to witness it. I myself feel extremely privileged that I picked you from the shelter that day 5 years ago. I did not know at the time how scared you were but I did everything in my power to ensure that you were happy. I hope you were happy. I believe you were sent to me to teach me about understanding, about respect, about tolerance. You taught me so much.
I will miss so much about you.... I will miss the way you slept curled up beside me whenever daddy wasnâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]t home or you snuck into the bedroom without him knowing, I will miss your sweet almost silent meow, I will miss your snoring, I will miss watching you as you destroyed any box that I left for you, I will miss that sweet handsome face of yours, I will miss the cuddles, I will miss telling you to get off the bench or to get out of Jasmine & Ashleyâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]s bed, i will miss watching you sit at the window looking at the birds outside, I will miss the love but I will miss you the most, just you... that sweet handsome timid scared boy that stole my heart all those years ago.
You left us so quickly. I donâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]t think I have yet to process it. One day you were fine, running around as usual and then in a week you were gone. I promise you I did everything in my power during that week to help you, to find out what was wrong with you and save you. But I couldnâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]t, I couldnâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]t do anything. No money could save you. I am so sorry I could not save you. I tried desperately too. And when it was clear I couldnâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]t, I stayed with you until you no longer felt any pain. It almost destroyed me yet I had to end your pain and I wanted you to look into my eyes as you went to sleep.
I hope you are happy & pain free now. I hope you are no longer scared. I hope you know how much I loved you and how much your brother, Tipsy misses you.
Jasmine left an invitation to her party in the tree. She hopes that when youâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]re ready you can come down and get it and take it back to the bridge and have a party there with your new friends.
I hope youâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]re happy with your final resting place. I hope you hear me every morning and every evening when I talk to you. I will plant a beautiful tree there for you.
I just miss you so much my darling boy. You stole a piece of my heart the day I met you and you will forever hold that piece of my heart. My heart is just breaking and I will never forget you.
Rest In Peace Cedar. We will love you forever and a day
27/02/2004 - 02/10/2009