Yeah - and part of your problem is that some of these kitties were pets that people left behind! So they get friendlier with you faster. Most of ours either got adopted out or we never really created that much of a bond. It's a lot easier that way - you have the really hard work.
Light a candle for him tonight. It may help you feel a little better.
Light a candle for him tonight. It may help you feel a little better.