Don't worry, it will get better. I know, it is easy to say and when it all goes down hill its hard to imagine life getting better, but it gets to a certain point that that is all it can do. In one week a few years back I went from a very promising summer to being homeless, jobless, boyfriendless, car impounded, credit card lost, and majority of my family not talking to me because of an issue. Slowly, but surely, it got better. I always see these times as life's way of preparing me for something else down the road. So I can appreciate the small things in life, and when it gets bad I know what to do to recover.
What would you like to do Sherral? If you are up for anything, and I do mean anything, and you live by either a Lowes or a Home Depot consider applying there for at least the summer. Right now both are in hiring spurts because of the season, and they tend to pay better then their equivlants. Jus an idea.
*sending good vibes your way*