I sure hope she comes back, she shouldn't be embarrassed at all. Nobody is spotless, everyone has regrets and makes mistakes, all of us are trying to find our paths.
Trillcat I hope you don't stay away.
Trillcat I hope you don't stay away.
Absolutely. Many of us have either been there or know of someone whom we love who has been there. So don't feel so embarrased you feel like you need to not come here anymore. We are all on our seperate journeys here.Originally Posted by SwampWitch
I sure hope she comes back, she shouldn't be embarrassed at all. Nobody is spotless, everyone has regrets and makes mistakes, all of us are trying to find our paths.
Trillcat I hope you don't stay away.
For real, I told stuff about me here, in a public forum, that only a hand full of people know. Almost went back and deleted, but if it does help it's worth a little embarrasment. I wish someone could have said or done something to help me before I had that kind of tale to to tell.Originally Posted by SwampWitch
I sure hope she comes back, she shouldn't be embarrassed at all. Nobody is spotless, everyone has regrets and makes mistakes, all of us are trying to find our paths.
Trillcat I hope you don't stay away.
You're 100% right. And that wall is the first and possibly the worst challenge to your sobriety. If you can withstand it when it washs over you it will start weakening instead of weakening you. Just slip on a life jacket and hold your breath and you'll float not sink when the wave hits. I promise, you're tougher than you know.Originally Posted by Trillcat
A wall of depression is headed back my way, but for now I ride the wave of this part of this. Im not sure what this is, it's not denial, not aceptance, its just odd.
You are quite right, all you said about hanging on and not sinking. I have been through this before, so know what to epect. I am reacting different to it now though. Can't explain why, it just is.Originally Posted by bookworm
You're 100% right. And that wall is the first and possibly the worst challenge to your sobriety. If you can withstand it when it washs over you it will start weakening instead of weakening you. Just slip on a life jacket and hold your breath and you'll float not sink when the wave hits. I promise, you're tougher than you know.
We do plenty of silly here. Cats bring that out, for some reason!Originally Posted by Trillcat
Just wanted to check in, let you all know I am OK, I may go visit some silly threads before I go, I am liking silly. Go look at the pic threads, those always cheer me up. I am holding on.
Maybe this time you're ready for a change. It takes a lot of guts to come on a forum where you are "known" and respected and go public with that problem. I'd say that's a good sign that you've had enough, and are desperate enough to go the distance.Originally Posted by Trillcat
You are quite right, all you said about hanging on and not sinking. I have been through this before, so know what to epect. I am reacting different to it now though. Can't explain why, it just is.
Hi Laura, how are you? Just checking on you, making sure you are ok, and sending you a hugOriginally Posted by Trillcat
You are quite right, all you said about hanging on and not sinking. I have been through this before, so know what to epect. I am reacting different to it now though. Can't explain why, it just is.
I don't have the manic energy I had at last writing, but that depression wall has not hit yet, it has sort of, but in more managable waves. I want to drink those away, not going to lie, but so far holding on.
Just wanted to check in, let you all know I am OK, I may go visit some silly threads before I go, I am liking silly. Go look at the pic threads, those always cheer me up. I am holding on.