all my life I wanted a black cat and then the perfect one walks into my life. Covered in ticks just like moe and neo. I was so sure she would be with us for a very long time, and now she is gone. I lost my black kitty on Friday the 13th. Seems to movie like to be true. When I walked in the room I knew she was gone before I even looked at her. The room felt so empty. She was just at the vet, why didn't they see this coming. Why did the tell me to force feed her. This hurts so bad. I'm trying to calm myself down by writting my thoughts but I just can't get her out of my mind. She purred so sweet and even let me cut her nails. I don't think I will ever have a black kitty again. The last time I was supposed to get a black cat a dog we were rescueing went into sezuires and past away. I miss her, i miss what could have been. I would have loved her just as much if she was all white or orange, but she was extra speical...my reward for all my hard work with the cats. And now, she is gone. Maybe I will save another kitty in need, I don't think that will fill the void though. I don't think I will ever be able to trust my vet again. I'm scared to death moe and neo might have caught something from her, but my vet says no...but what does he know. He said guarded condition. And today is my brothers 18th birthday...so i know I will never forget this date as long as I live.
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6/13/03 at 1:10pm