I hope this is where this goes. Someone on www.pitbulltalk.com recommended Cindy Wenger as a communicator. http://www.peaceablekingdomac.com/
I set up an appointment for today. My cat Pause passed away March 20th. He was a great cat, almost 3 years old. We sedated him so he could give blood to a dying leukemia cat. He was fine, he was breathing. We took x-rays of his bladder as he had constant bladder issues, when i came out from developing the rads he crashed. We got a catheter into him, we tried giving him back his blood, to no avail. They bagged him and bagged him, nothing. I felt horrible, and I still do. He was a great cat and I just keep thinking, if I had just left him at home. I remember coming home to pick him up that day and he was all friendly and happy to see me. He was a great cat.
Anyway here is the jist of what she said. I think she is legit, she was nice to talk to and it was better than hearing someone say "You can get another one. He's in a better place. I'm sorry for your loss." I posted this in my LJ-
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When I got on the phone Cindy [the animal communicator] said that Pause sent her the image of a young man [mid life maybe] that is kind of like my guardian angel. He will help guide me and help me make the choice I don't know that I need to make yet. She said he had passed away but I'm wondering if it is my boss because since Pause passed away he has been really supportive and caring.
She then said that she instantly got a vision of toxins and dark secretions from Pause. Which is true, he had a bladder infection maybe the entire time I had him. She said she felt strongly that it was kidney failure. I don't know as we never did blood work or a necropsy.
She said that Pause says it's okay to get another pet. I identify with this as well in that I have continued to say 'I don't want another cat, I want my cat.' I guess it makes me feel better in that he is telling me that it's okay to have another cat.
She told me animals do not harbor ill will. That they know the differences when you are selling them or giving them away because you have to. She said he is not angry about what happened and he knows I didn't put him in harms way intentionally.
She said that [no offense to me] he was happy to shed his body. She said she feels a wonderful feeling of relief coming from him. She said she doesn't see him reincarnating soon but when he does he will probably be more careful with the body he chooses.
Overall I am satisfied. I do feel better, regardless. I think what hits me the most that convinces me she is legit is the thing about the toxins/kidneys. ALL that she knew at this point was his age, physical description, name, and that he died under anesthesia. She didn't say anything like "He died because his kidneys couldn't process the anesthesia" just that she felt it was kidneys or something in his body. So I think that is pretty legit because he was definitley not a well cat.
I set up an appointment for today. My cat Pause passed away March 20th. He was a great cat, almost 3 years old. We sedated him so he could give blood to a dying leukemia cat. He was fine, he was breathing. We took x-rays of his bladder as he had constant bladder issues, when i came out from developing the rads he crashed. We got a catheter into him, we tried giving him back his blood, to no avail. They bagged him and bagged him, nothing. I felt horrible, and I still do. He was a great cat and I just keep thinking, if I had just left him at home. I remember coming home to pick him up that day and he was all friendly and happy to see me. He was a great cat.
Anyway here is the jist of what she said. I think she is legit, she was nice to talk to and it was better than hearing someone say "You can get another one. He's in a better place. I'm sorry for your loss." I posted this in my LJ-
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When I got on the phone Cindy [the animal communicator] said that Pause sent her the image of a young man [mid life maybe] that is kind of like my guardian angel. He will help guide me and help me make the choice I don't know that I need to make yet. She said he had passed away but I'm wondering if it is my boss because since Pause passed away he has been really supportive and caring.
She then said that she instantly got a vision of toxins and dark secretions from Pause. Which is true, he had a bladder infection maybe the entire time I had him. She said she felt strongly that it was kidney failure. I don't know as we never did blood work or a necropsy.
She said that Pause says it's okay to get another pet. I identify with this as well in that I have continued to say 'I don't want another cat, I want my cat.' I guess it makes me feel better in that he is telling me that it's okay to have another cat.
She told me animals do not harbor ill will. That they know the differences when you are selling them or giving them away because you have to. She said he is not angry about what happened and he knows I didn't put him in harms way intentionally.
She said that [no offense to me] he was happy to shed his body. She said she feels a wonderful feeling of relief coming from him. She said she doesn't see him reincarnating soon but when he does he will probably be more careful with the body he chooses.
Overall I am satisfied. I do feel better, regardless. I think what hits me the most that convinces me she is legit is the thing about the toxins/kidneys. ALL that she knew at this point was his age, physical description, name, and that he died under anesthesia. She didn't say anything like "He died because his kidneys couldn't process the anesthesia" just that she felt it was kidneys or something in his body. So I think that is pretty legit because he was definitley not a well cat.