We went to a good friend's wedding this past weekend and it was beautiful! Lyndsey was the most BEAUTIFUL bride I have ever seen in my life and they are the most beautiful couple ever.....
We were supposed to be getting married this year(in 1 month and 1 day July 11) but due to MANY family issues-my family-and issues that I won't get into here(it's just too much to type)we have decided to push it back another year. We have been engaged for 2 years and together 6 years and we just really wanted it to happen this year. I have my dress and everything and with my family, we just need to time to let things blow over. I am absolutely heartbroken as is Travis. I was sobbing at the wedding. I was happy for them but so sad. I was supposed to marry my best friend in a month and it's not happening. We have 2 more weddings to "suffer" through this year, including Trav's sister and another friend. Both friends getting married are close friends AND co-workers so I have to hear all about the weddings and their honeymoons and I am just not emotionally stable for this.
Last weekend, I put my dress and veil back in the bag. Before I did, I put my dress on one more time and just sat on the bed and cried. I know it's still going to happen and I will get to wear it but I thought I would be wearing it iin a month.
Sorry to vent. It's just hard to be happy and sad at the same time. Trav knows I am upset but does not know I cry A LOT about this.
We were supposed to be getting married this year(in 1 month and 1 day July 11) but due to MANY family issues-my family-and issues that I won't get into here(it's just too much to type)we have decided to push it back another year. We have been engaged for 2 years and together 6 years and we just really wanted it to happen this year. I have my dress and everything and with my family, we just need to time to let things blow over. I am absolutely heartbroken as is Travis. I was sobbing at the wedding. I was happy for them but so sad. I was supposed to marry my best friend in a month and it's not happening. We have 2 more weddings to "suffer" through this year, including Trav's sister and another friend. Both friends getting married are close friends AND co-workers so I have to hear all about the weddings and their honeymoons and I am just not emotionally stable for this.
Last weekend, I put my dress and veil back in the bag. Before I did, I put my dress on one more time and just sat on the bed and cried. I know it's still going to happen and I will get to wear it but I thought I would be wearing it iin a month.
Sorry to vent. It's just hard to be happy and sad at the same time. Trav knows I am upset but does not know I cry A LOT about this.