well today when i went in work i found out i didnt get the job i applied for about 2 weeks ago in the monetary department and i took it pretty hard. I tried not to be upset and i went out to my car on break and just started crying and couldnt go back in, i called my boss and told him i was leaving for the day ( hes cool with it no probs there).
Ive been in the call center industry my whole life, ive been call center super at the company i was at before i came to the place im at now. i took a huge paycut and then was promoted to super again, that didnt last long cause the dept i was in closed due to he economy, so i was forced to take a lower paying job in the same company, not because i was demoted, but i took it because i wanted to have a job and for the benefits, so it was back on the phones for me. A super position came up in my dept and i didn'tc get it but i took it like a trooper, and when this position for monetary came up i thought it was a great opportunity to get away from call center....i needed this change so bad.
ive been missing days from work left and right because i sit in a chair for 8 hrs repeating myself over and over, for a while it was OK, but ive been on the floor for over a year and im ready to lose it, a monkey can do this job and its quite degrading for me because i know im much smarter than that., but the company is really starting to make me feel worthless. My interview for the monetary Sup went great, i even gave fresh ideas in my interview and was able to answer all the test questions about being a SUP intelligently with all my exp, when i explained to her i needed a change and was very interested in the department she even said how she was in a dept similiar to mine doing the same thing over and over and felt she was capable of much more and totally related to me.
so i sat in my car crying my eyes out and called my BF and cried and cried and just sat there thinking what now?
i might just have to bite the bullett and go back to school and juggle a FT job at the same time cause i cant afford not to, i would go for surgical tech and its a 2 year degree but with having to work FT it would prob take longer and the next few years would be so hard, in the end it would pay off, but i think at this point im starting to realize i need to do something.
its just a real sad day, i really thought i had it, was hoping and praying id get it cause im so stressed in the dept im in idk how much longer i can last.
and now princess just puked on the floor from eating too much.
Ive been in the call center industry my whole life, ive been call center super at the company i was at before i came to the place im at now. i took a huge paycut and then was promoted to super again, that didnt last long cause the dept i was in closed due to he economy, so i was forced to take a lower paying job in the same company, not because i was demoted, but i took it because i wanted to have a job and for the benefits, so it was back on the phones for me. A super position came up in my dept and i didn'tc get it but i took it like a trooper, and when this position for monetary came up i thought it was a great opportunity to get away from call center....i needed this change so bad.
ive been missing days from work left and right because i sit in a chair for 8 hrs repeating myself over and over, for a while it was OK, but ive been on the floor for over a year and im ready to lose it, a monkey can do this job and its quite degrading for me because i know im much smarter than that., but the company is really starting to make me feel worthless. My interview for the monetary Sup went great, i even gave fresh ideas in my interview and was able to answer all the test questions about being a SUP intelligently with all my exp, when i explained to her i needed a change and was very interested in the department she even said how she was in a dept similiar to mine doing the same thing over and over and felt she was capable of much more and totally related to me.
so i sat in my car crying my eyes out and called my BF and cried and cried and just sat there thinking what now?
i might just have to bite the bullett and go back to school and juggle a FT job at the same time cause i cant afford not to, i would go for surgical tech and its a 2 year degree but with having to work FT it would prob take longer and the next few years would be so hard, in the end it would pay off, but i think at this point im starting to realize i need to do something.
its just a real sad day, i really thought i had it, was hoping and praying id get it cause im so stressed in the dept im in idk how much longer i can last.
and now princess just puked on the floor from eating too much.
