Attachment 13603It's hard to believe that it's been a little over a month now.
All the dread is behind me. I didn't think I could do what I knew I had to do, but - with special people on this website's help - the deed is done, and now I have the experience in case I need to do it again.
I had success in getting through the process with the clinic.
I had success in getting all four the surgery they needed.
The only one I can have any contact with is the one I call "Gray". He's the one I think someone had until he was no longer a baby kitten and then released? I don't know for sure, but I'm sure he'd tell us a good story if we could communicate. He lets me brush him, he talks to me - all while the others are watching on. Maybe they'll get the idea I'm okay.
I'm posting a picture of the Feral Family we take care of.
I still don't know what kind of error I made not breaking them up and not giving the kittens away to be socialized. I actually didn't learn until I had released them that someone would have been willing to take the kittens to be socialized and adopted. I still don't think I would have done it given the circumstances at the time, or, even now.
I just didn't have the heart to take RingTail's kittens away from her - she would have grieved, I'm sure. She plays with them all the time - and - before they arrived she would just walk around looking as lonely as Gray did when he first arrived. She's still nursing them, and I guestimate that they're about 4 months now.
The only companion she had was Gray - and when he would arrive she'd run to him as though she was so excited to see and be with him.
So, they are all together for now, and I will care for them for as long as they are here.
Here's the latest photo - all of them sleeping together. They have several places on the table to sleep, but they all cuddled together in one place. I just had to share the photo.
These are taken through the window - so there is some reflection interference.
Gray (Daddy) with RingTail's (mommy) head on his tummy, then the kittens - both gray, one that has the same longer fur as his daddy, we've named Gray, Jr., and the stripped short-hair tabby, we've named (Miss) RingTail, Jr. - I know, real original, huh!
All the dread is behind me. I didn't think I could do what I knew I had to do, but - with special people on this website's help - the deed is done, and now I have the experience in case I need to do it again.
I had success in getting through the process with the clinic.
I had success in getting all four the surgery they needed.
The only one I can have any contact with is the one I call "Gray". He's the one I think someone had until he was no longer a baby kitten and then released? I don't know for sure, but I'm sure he'd tell us a good story if we could communicate. He lets me brush him, he talks to me - all while the others are watching on. Maybe they'll get the idea I'm okay.
I'm posting a picture of the Feral Family we take care of.
I still don't know what kind of error I made not breaking them up and not giving the kittens away to be socialized. I actually didn't learn until I had released them that someone would have been willing to take the kittens to be socialized and adopted. I still don't think I would have done it given the circumstances at the time, or, even now.
I just didn't have the heart to take RingTail's kittens away from her - she would have grieved, I'm sure. She plays with them all the time - and - before they arrived she would just walk around looking as lonely as Gray did when he first arrived. She's still nursing them, and I guestimate that they're about 4 months now.
The only companion she had was Gray - and when he would arrive she'd run to him as though she was so excited to see and be with him.
So, they are all together for now, and I will care for them for as long as they are here.
Here's the latest photo - all of them sleeping together. They have several places on the table to sleep, but they all cuddled together in one place. I just had to share the photo.
These are taken through the window - so there is some reflection interference.
Gray (Daddy) with RingTail's (mommy) head on his tummy, then the kittens - both gray, one that has the same longer fur as his daddy, we've named Gray, Jr., and the stripped short-hair tabby, we've named (Miss) RingTail, Jr. - I know, real original, huh!