It has been five years since Calypso "Kip" disappeared. He was just a little over a year old when he simply didn't come home. Well, after five years of not knowing (we looked everywhere and did everything we could), I found out today what happened to him.
A friend of mine told me today that she immediately knew what happened but never wanted to say because it was so sad. Kip was attacked by feral dogs not too far from our home at the time. Now it's been so long but I feel like that's just opened up a whole new batch of emotions all over again. I guess it was a quick death but now that I know, I almost feel ill, like there was something I could've done - maybe been more vigilant or something.
But it was just like I *knew* something terrible happened when one of our neighbors mentioned those wild dogs in the area. I felt a sickening feeling.
What can I do? It's been so long, it's all in the past now...
A friend of mine told me today that she immediately knew what happened but never wanted to say because it was so sad. Kip was attacked by feral dogs not too far from our home at the time. Now it's been so long but I feel like that's just opened up a whole new batch of emotions all over again. I guess it was a quick death but now that I know, I almost feel ill, like there was something I could've done - maybe been more vigilant or something.
But it was just like I *knew* something terrible happened when one of our neighbors mentioned those wild dogs in the area. I felt a sickening feeling.
What can I do? It's been so long, it's all in the past now...